mingming

2008-06-25T01:35:00.001+08:00

after 216 posts,i've switched to LJ.

http://illogical-ways.livejournal.com

however,i may come back to blogger.if im not used to LJ
(:

2008-06-24T21:28:00.002+08:00

i've been playing around with the idea of switching to livejournal.
cause' the idea of being able to lock up our post is really appealing.

we'll see.
(:

2008-06-23T23:17:00.003+08:00

human relationships are a mystery.

2008-06-23T02:57:00.004+08:00

omggggg.this is how i feel man!:DDD
(me and francesca letting balloons go on ccn day(: )

i've finally finished the darn !#%%^* csa project!
whooooohoooooo:D

i burned the cd already,printed out everything that's supposed to be printed.
ahhhh.a huge load off.

im off to sleep(:

2008-06-22T03:25:00.002+08:00

We watch the season pull up it’s own stage
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced
Another sun soaked season fades away

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

Invitation only grant farewells
Crush the best one of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed
Too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

And from the ballroom floor
We are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we all will sleep well
Sleep well, sleep well, sleep well, sleep well

you have stolen,you have stolen my
you have stolen my heart

Watch you spin around in your highest heels
You are the best one of the best ones
We all look like we feel

you have stolen my,you have stolen my
you have stolen my heart

Stolen-Dashboard Confessional

<3

2008-06-21T00:06:00.017+08:00

peirce<3

kbox day(:

xinghuei and siewyin

siewyin(:

female students from peirce should recognise this!

first floor toilet(:

while walking back to peirce.

one of my favourite person in life

candid shot by sam.

photo update time.

aye.im okay now already.

thankyou seahhui for caring:D

love you deep deep many many worszxzxxxx.

hahaha.

i think people think im scary because my mood swings are pretty terrible.

i swing from one end to another all the time.

tskkkk.not good for my mental state.

oh well.

2008-06-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

i'm not as cheerful and happy as any of you think.

2008-06-20T23:28:00.002+08:00

what the hell man.
bloody fuck.

im in a bad mood now.
i wish i can don't think so much.

i blew my top at mum and mei.
ass lah.
i hate secrets.i hate human relationship.i wish all friendships are simple and naive.
i wish i'm stupid and retarded and dumb and blind.
so that i will be oblivious to everything.especially my own mind.

just go away please.
just like how rain would go away in the end.

2008-06-20T02:23:00.002+08:00

i woke up at today and looked at the time.
oh my my!3.30pm.
LOL.i was slept like a log.i still thought i was like maybe 11am or something.
slept at 6am the previous night.
no reasons why.i just couldn't fall asleep!

woke up went online to see if anyone could tempt me out.
in the end,i stayed at home the whole day.
called mei to ta-pao one mcspicy home for my dinns.
and yah.that was all i ate today.
mcspicy today was i think hotter than usual??
i ate till tears rolled down cos it was so spicy.
hahahaha-.-

have to choose cds tomorrow morning.hmms.
i'm still thinking!

i did nothing today.
this explains the above crappy post.
that's all.

2008-06-18T03:15:00.000+08:00

i like this blogskin :D

2008-06-18T01:29:00.002+08:00

new list of what i need when unhappiness strikes:

1. xinghuei,jiawen and gang(+++),my dear happypills.
they are better than my fav cookies and cream icecream and they never fail to chase all troubles i have away and offer me counselling,advice and loads of love.im just so thankful to have you guys with me.
love you baby(s),muacksmuackzxzzx!HAHAHA!

2. cookies and cream icecream still applies though.hehehe.

3. comfy hoodie,comfy attire and coldcold aircon-ed room applies too.
(i got a big hoodie already((((: light blue with dark blue stripes.sad case.no aircon room)

i love you guys too.
but.things are just even mre different now.
well,for me,it has always been.im just used to it.
im not that close to everyone.not even to you two.
i guess you all know it too huh,isn't it obvious enough?
but one thing's for sure,i certainly had some very nice memories with you guys.
at the end of the day.
i realise i don't really know any of you at all.

2008-06-17T01:50:00.002+08:00

LOL.

me:i want to go suan ming
xinghuei:since you wanna suan ming
xinghuei:ming ming got how many mings?
me:HAHAHAHAHHA!

very lame.if you get it.lol.

2008-06-17T00:40:00.002+08:00

i just wanna be in my peirce pe t-shirt and fbt and cuddle up in a big hoodie and a tub of my favourite cookies and cream ice cream in and super cold aircon-ed room.

yeah.that will make me feel better.only that...

-i have not taken my shower yet.so i can't be in my heck-the-world-i-just-wanna-be-alone-and-comfy attire.

-i do not have a big hoodie.

-i ran for that tub(1/5 a tub of ice cream left in it) of cookies and cream the moment i stepped into the house.

i miss xinghuei and jiawen.

nice.bong the world.
(bong's my word for.....)

2008-06-14T02:21:00.001+08:00

this is quite hilarious.

2008-06-13T01:25:00.002+08:00

anyway.

went back with dear nicole to peirce just now!
to collect our 'o' level certificate,testimonial,graduation certificate and to buy the yearbook.
and the trip certainly brought back chunks of memories.

this is the first time,when we went back to peirce,
we had to endure 5 excruciating minutes in the sun to sign in at the stupid security guard post to get a visitor's pass.
ayeee.what to expect man.we are no long students of peirce.
that sounds really bad.
like licorice flavoured jellybean.eeeee.

we met at 2 plus.and lunched at foodcourt.salad prawn rice(:
a usual staple in secondary school time for us.
i sound old-.-
then we walkedback to school.all the old stuff we used to do(:
took photos on the way and i guessed we looked quite suaku.
LOL.
took pictures of peirce atrium,piano toilet mirror.all the stuff that seemed so,normal to us last time.
then we also went up to the classrooms!
took pictures outside them
(im smiling when im typing all these:D )
then walked back to amk hub...

acompanied her to cut her hair.
looked through the yearbook while waiting for her.
i think that class photos are meant to make everyone ugly.
hahaha!
then off to mos burger.at around 6pm
one of our usual study places.

we have loads of fond memories in amk central huh.
studied till around 9.30?
then had dinner at s11.
reached home around 11?(:

happybirthday yunhan and hui jing:D

2008-06-13T01:17:00.002+08:00

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thinktoomuch.

it's friday 13th.
dang.

i miss everyone.

2008-06-11T14:37:00.002+08:00

my 201th post!

hahahas.
i woke up at 1.30 and i had spent the past one hour reading all my past posts.
started in november 2006.
it seems long ago.but after looking at all my posts.
ti realised time actually passes very fast.
i can still remember clearly what happened on each day which i blogged about.

im staying at home today.again.
dunno where to go.
i feel crappy now.lols.

end.

2008-06-08T22:58:00.012+08:00

one of my favourite pictures.
not sam.i mean the exit sign thingy.hahaha

wah.sam model yeah.hehehe

erm.sam acting cute.hehehehhe.she'll kill me when she finds out her photos are up(:

this is our reflection on a pillar in topshop.

"hi!we are skinny bitches"

LOL.

i look like a small kid here.

2008-06-07T23:07:00.003+08:00

what can i say.

let's start with the week.
mid-semester exams are over already.
and.
out of the four papers,marketing fund,accounting,econs and POM,
the one that i have the most confidence of passing is surprisingly accounts.
ayeeee.i hope i pass everything.but....
LOL.

met up with 2e3 guys on thursday after last paper.
went town to shop with nicole dear first:D
then met them around four.
watched what happens in vegas again(:
i didnt mind at all cause' its so nice.

friday.
met clique plus zengting minus ahboon and tinghui plus max and ben and ben.
(that sounds like an equation.haha)
lol.
went suntec to help zengting find the cup.
felt heartpain for her):
watched kungfu panda.
dumb storyline.but quite funny and lame.hahha.

TODAY.
what the hell.
we were SUPPOSED to go sentosa to tan.and then the weather spoiled everything.):
woke up super early.met sam at amk hub.
when we reached vivo,it rained bucketfulls.
no.bathtubfulls.ass.
so what to do.we stood there like sillies for three seconds staring at the rain.then we decided to go walkwalk.since there was nothing we can do.

please remind us never to wear short shorts/fbts to vivo.
it's so cold my fats froze.
okay.maybe it didnt.LOL.
had lunch at white dog cafe.
nice!(and super full)
thanks to sam for recommending.
wheeeehooooo
will bring clique and dearies there next time(:
we walked into every nice shop in vivo.and the only thing we bought was...nail polish-.-
bus-ed to tp.
thomson plaza i mean.
went to look for sandals.and you know what!
i found something which i liked.and i that i could buy!
that's the happiest thing which happed to me in this weeks.hahahhas

yeah.shopping is my medicine for melancholy.
sam bought a pair of sandals too.
and we are both two happy girls now.wheeeeeeheeee.

and let me tell you.
sam doesn't know that there is a ticketing office at every mrt train station!
ahahahaha!!!

i laughed at the photos that we took today.
hahahahhas.
retarded.

will post them up after this post(:

2008-06-04T22:17:00.002+08:00

my study table's in a big mess.
texbooks,notes,accessories and what nots piled up.
don't care.lol.

this is dumb.nothing can enter my brain now.
tomorrow's paper is at 9am again.
and i have this premonition that even though i set my alarm at 6.30,
i will end up oversleeping.and then i will end up rushing to the exam again.like today-.-

im tired now.
shouldn't have went to max's house just now.
lols.

and WTH.
jiawen and ben,do you all know that i can't scrub the words away on my leg?!

and thanks for the mcgriddles today morning.whoever bought it.remind me to return oyu money tmr.
my tummy was calling out loud during the whole of the test):

that reminded me.i owe xh $15.

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2008-06-02T23:43:00.003+08:00

my mood is super not good now.

why do i let one person affect me all the time.
its really tiring.
really.

it may not even occur to you.
but everything hits me like a blast.
when would you know?
anyway what difference would it make.even if you did.
wtf.this isnt going anywhere .again,

2008-06-02T00:38:00.000+08:00

MID TERM TEST STARTS OFFICIALLY TOMORROW.

SHIT.

2008-05-31T01:22:00.031+08:00

this picture was taken at the end of the day and you can see how tired me and xinghuei are.

punehs:D are love!

introducing:metta kid!

jiawen's birthday!love clique<3

me and sam(:

me and max.

me and leonard.

jiawen!<3

ben(:

this is funny.LOL.

newyorknewyork(:

tinghui:D

max's twisted way of "artistic"

picture galore!

tired.i have some more pictures to post.leave till tmr.

mind shutting down now.

goodnight.

i mixed it up.

2008-05-25T21:40:00.004+08:00

exams are coming!
doing projects and stuff these few days.
felt very bad.cause' had to leave that day without doing much.
sorry girls!

wednesday was zhipang's birthday!
met the guys with nicole at tpy after school.
went to pizza hut for dinns.
oreo cheesecake(:

thursday went to raffles with clique minus harris.
tinghui went to get her kawaii tokyo stuff.and then we went to suntec.
and i cut my hair at EC house!*&^#@!
LOL.unglam photos galore.
laughed outselves silly mannnn.
but when i got home.
felt super shit.
there was just this immense sadness.
i didnt even feel like talking to..
and the weird thing is.xinghuei felt the same as me.and we don't know what is the cause of our sadness.
hahahas...
but after talking to my happy pills(the girls) i felt better.

friday.was a little late for lecture.then after that went for pom tut.
then went to kfc for lunch and then ack to school library to do our csa project.
i have to apologise to the girls again.lols.
took alot of pictures with tinghui!
hahahahs.
then after went to bedok interchange to meet ben,leonard and max.
lols.we couldnt ldecide where to go.
so we ended up on bus 25 to go chompchomp(:
wahhhhhh.we ate alot can?!
full like sai sia.hahahahs.
after that cabbed home with max and ben.

saturday was seahhui's choir concert.
okay lah.some parts were good.
ahhhhh.the long juan fong guy is cute to the max lah!!!!
hahahahahas.
now i know why seahhui went gaga over him!

sunday.
which is today.
work up late cos slept late.
slept in mum's room cause she on aircon(:
did csa project.and then thought dad was going to gran's house.
but in the end he say never-.-
wahlau.if i know i would have gone to find nicole they all le.
dinner with mum and sister at chompchomp(again)

three of us looked so cute.
holding hands and walking on the road together,
mummy did this very retard thing.
she shake her head left and right trying to smell if her hair smells.hahahas!
now you see where i got my genes from?(:

thats all for today i guess.

:D

2008-05-22T21:14:00.002+08:00

shit sia today.
mood like shit.
hair like shit.
plus.had to see.

im never going back to EC house.

the only happy thing was time spent with the girls and boon.

you fill my mind every single time.

2008-05-20T00:02:00.002+08:00

a slow and fast week at the same time?lols.

thursday, may15:
i was late for lecture.but we left lecture like at halfway through.LOL.cause' we felt it was a waste of time there.so let's see.went to eat.then go library to do up the ccn stuff.well.let's just say we did it,but we felt like it was a waste of time and resources.but we still had fun.hahahas(:

friday,may 16:
today's CCN day!(campus care network).i felt super duper lazy today.so i decided to cab to sch.i left house at 8.30.and reached lecture at 9.20?cab fare was a killer can.and i carried the basket to school.quite paiseh went i went into the lift.plus i bumped into kc there as well.LOL.thanks for the kopi xh(:it was a short lecture today.de silva stopped and talked to us about our cds in year 1.2.and then showed us some video.he has tonnes.lol.then went for POM lecture.i bet that professor.ooops.is doctor,must be angry with us): oh well.then of to ccn day!there was a little glitch as first,that left kevin a little pissed.awwwwwww:/ but then everything else was quite okay.
i carried the basket with the kacang puteh and the rest held up the boards.went around school pestering people to buy.hehehe..then after that handed the basket over to shumin they all and then went opp. school to eat.came back.then waited for qiyi to come.then at the mean time took the malt candy to leon.lols.small kid lah!then fetched qiyi le.then go biz park.find nicole and norman and wait for brad and greg to come too.qiyi bought malt candy to eat cos he nv eat before!!then after that left earlier cos i promised xh they all i would have dinner with them..im sorry girl..
but before we left school.i bought 4 balloons from tpsu.and gave one to xinghuei,jiawen and boon.we wrote our wishes in the balloons and let them go.hoping the message will go up to the heavens.lols.childish i know.but.well.....hahahas(: all in fun's name.
had dinner at pizza hut!even though it was meant to be a budget dinner.look at how un-budget it turned out to be.LOL.then homed.daddy came over cause it was his holiday and he bought durian(:

saturday,may 17:
did the marketing project and sent it to tinghui.we all love EChouse now.hahaha.then went over to gran's place for dinner.i love her to bits<3

sunday, may18:
supposed to be komez's bbq today at ecp.but when i woke up at 3,i didn't feel well.so didn't go.did a little smth for someone.but couldn't resist the temptation and i finished it.oops.

monday, may 19:
woke up and waited for my cousin and nephew to come.cousin in law helped me get my laptop!thankyou:D then went to zhou zhuang for high tea.okay lah.quite nice.the ncame home.made the smth again.hahas.i hope that person likes it(:

thats all for today.not in the mood to blog anyway.

tuned in to you.

2008-05-15T21:15:00.002+08:00

we all go through different phases in life.how we want to make out of it is up to us isn't it?i went through anger,hatred,bewilderment and finally understanding.i often bashed myself up,thinking why do these things happen?or often,why a repetition?a problem with me?yes?no?what exactly is wrong?the reasons,the explanations,the solutions i try to give myself..often i wondered.what would happen if i did this instead?what if i chose to deal with this matter with anger and hatred?and not with patience?how would all of this end?i guess whenever something happens.we all have a fear in us,on losing something.be it friends or items.hence our reactions?

however,after all the hoo-ha i create in my own mental state.slowly i realize that the healing process is indeed through time.the spate of events that happened throughout.the release of frustrations,tears and wails.the confessions.struggles and finally.peace within my own mind.i was finally settled down with the understanding that we cant actually control human relations and connections.it's surprising how many people do not actually realize that.it seemed like a fact that everyone know.but it seems that i took a little longer than everyone.

and in the end.we all gain an extra bit of sensitivity towards everything.

it's very mentally exhausting.and depressing.and the feeling totally sucks.i remember the days when i really felt that i had no more meaning to carry on in life.it sounds ridiculous to me now.

i'm glad i pulled through.

2008-05-14T00:38:00.002+08:00

fast one.

today was a good and bad day.hahahas.
lessons were a killer.
used my hair to hide the fact that i was actually sleeping in class.lols.
damm sian during lessons.can die i tell you..

and wow.during APEL.
cp dominic seah flared up.
scaryyyy.
nooraini had some attitude too i guess.which added to the fire.
:/
APEL ended later than 5 today.
shocking.

after school!
this is of course the good part..
went tm with xh,hieok(sp?) joo,leonard,max and ben.
supposedly supposed to go to popular to buy the stuff for ccn day.
but thennnn.we decided to buy the stuff in sch.cos cheaper too!and mre convenient.hahahas.
i ended up watching movie with them.LOL.
what happens in vegas.
nice movie!(:
the ending very sweet~
kept disturbing leonard in the movie.damm funny lah!hahahahs!

then after movie le,
hieokjoo and leonard left first.
then the remaining four of us decided to cab back tgt.
we got up the cab and poor uncle.new driver then have to go to four different places that he not sure.
so hilarious lah.
"uncle.wo men yao qu yue liang!"
"uncle,wo zai yue liang study de.bu shi temasek"
LOL.
dropped max of first.
then xinghuei.
xinghuei's like a cushion.hahahs!
both max and i agree(:
wahhhhh.
they both stay terrace.rich sia!hahahs!
then cos i was hungry and had craving for stingray.
and then ben said go chompchomp lah.
so....
had dinner(for me) at chompchomp.
total cab fare when we reach chompchomp is $22.40.
omgzxzxz.

had stingray,carrot cake and sugar cane juice:D
super full!but happy and contented too.
hahahas
then ben walked me to the busstop before the french school there.
cos i didnt know how to go there.lols!
then he went to his friend's house.
and wahhhh.from there go home is like super duper fast lah.
compared to i take 73 from chomp's busstop,which would go a big round.
i reached in 5 minutes after boarding the bus.lols!

im super tired now and barely awake.
so goodnight to the whole wide world(:

i don't know if im going to collect my o level certificate tmr.
see if i manage to wake up first!hahahas.

goodnite(:

2008-05-12T20:15:00.001+08:00

pissed with everything.

2008-05-10T22:02:00.004+08:00

hahahas.time for long update(:

monday,may 5:
had lunch with nicole!breaded fish fillet pasta it jupiter's.(:four hours of micro econs is sucky.lols.
did retacc work and was very dulan with it.played with the toilet bowl!errrr.nope.it's not the big toilet bowl in the toilet that you're thinking of.hehehe.xinghuei bought it at suntec that saturday when we went there tgt.its damn fun lah!the toilet bowl.hahahas.

oh yeah!forgot to blog.our sentence of the day that saturday is:

"if i got boyfriend hor,i will ask him buy this for me,but the problem is,i got no boyfriend!!!"

lols.laughed ourselves silly over the "i got no boyfriend" thing.i dunno why either.we are random people and we find random things funny.

tuesday,may 6:
four hours of ms wang today.wahlau.damn sucky lah!): marketingfund and retacc tutorials are both taught by her.eckkkk.and then xh forgot to bring home her toilet bowl!she left it in the retacc tutorial room at engine block.went for APEL.very lame:/ homed for dinner.

wednesday,may 7:
happy birthday to leon:D suppose to meet them at 10.30.but i kept thinking it was 11.so i was half an hour late.lols.had three hours of csa lab.sit until butt pain i tell you!hahahas.then marketingfund lecture.mr da silva is really funny and lame.homed for dinner

thursday,may 8:
after one stupid lecture on POM,went for rmt's bonding session.lol.then had lunch at itas.played 终级密码.very disgusting lah!soya bean+laksa.hahahs.then 518-ed to FEP.boon wants to buy the black power ranger jacket.but....no mre his size le!and they wont restock de.sadded.then we went heeren walkwalk.while walking then played the game 你我他.very funny lah!i keep kena hit.cause' i keep saying the words.LOL.it's not as easy as it seems!then after that we went home.we took 137 pictures!!didnt realise!hahahs.

friday,may 9:
retacc lecture left me muddled.firstly is i really dunno.secondly.boon and xh and me were all too busy doodling on my notes and laughing away.so...hahahha.bought kopi for me and xh.the kopi's really good!from engine school food court.lols.then after school,met xh's friend nicholas for lunch then also leonard.went tampines central there the kfc for lunch and then back to school.me and xh stayed at the library to design stuff for the ccn day.ccn day's this friday people!wheee!and wtf.was really pissed lah.xh and jw knows why.i was really hopping mad.bloody hell.!$^@#%*&!details shall not be disclosed(: then after that i left at 6 and went down to bugis to collect smth which i bought online.reached home arnd 9.tired~ felt so pig.hahas..

saturday,may10:
today is supposed to be komez fow gathering.why is there a "supposed"?read on...woke up to meet emilla at 12.30 at bedok interchange first.then went to parkway parade there de macs to meet shiyao too.then time passed and 2 plus hariyani and selina came.and finally ella.total.three GLs and two freshies.its super disappointing lah.but still i had fun!(: then went arouund PP to look for mother's day gift for emilla's mum.then went to ecp.cycled!:D then sean k.c yvonne and lynette and nigel came.but soon they left except yvonne and sean.who cycled with us awhile.stop cycling at arnd 6.30 then went home le.but well.we all still had fun today:D

tomorrow(today technically) is mother's day.making breakfast for mummy:D then in going ps to find daddy then go to grandma's house.i feel damn guilty/bad/unfillial/and everythingthat'a bad in the world.i have not seen grandma for two weeks(?) already.hais.my own laziness.i feel like slapping myself.

she must be feeling so uber lonely and sad in that house and she's not feeling well somemore.what kind of grandaughter am i?omg.

2008-05-05T21:17:00.003+08:00

wth.im seriously starting to hate accounts.
stupid ms wang.if you wanna kill us,just say it.
!@#%$&%^#!

11 questions and they aren't exactly the easy as a-b-c type you know!
*grumbles.

somehow; you and i collide.

2008-05-04T17:36:00.002+08:00

thursday,may 1:
stayed at home the whole day.still abit sick in the morning.then dad came by and bought sushi for all of us!very nice!then after launch,dad left and me mum and sis decided to make custard puffs!my puffs looked very good(:

friday,may 2:
reached school like very early lah!then found that elvina was earlier than me.lols.went o buy kopi for me and xinghuei.lecture at 9.school ended at 1pm.went to tm for lunch with xinghuei and andy and his friend priscilia.pasta mania!:D had chilli chicken spaghetti.then walked around aimlessly and then took bus 22 back to amk hub.bought durian puff and homed.

saturday,may 3:
woke up at 6am.and went to macs for breakfast with mum and sis.crazy timing lah.hahahahs.tried the sausage mcgriddle.quite nice.then went back to school for POM lecture.reached early again.xinghuei bought durian puff and donuts!lols!after lecture went to kfc with boon and xh.they ate and i didnt cos was still full from mcgriddles(: accompanied boon back to school and saw tingfong too.cabbed to suntec with xh.we keep cabbing to places lately lah!hole in the pocket mannnn.walkwalk here and there.then went to marina square.bought nail polish,necklaces from diva!:DD and something else.hehehe.xh bought alot lah!and we had an early dinner.grilled fish is nice(: then xh cabbed home,and i took the mrt.saw some venos people at citylink.lols.came home and did the csa research thingy.headache sia!but managed to finish and submit it.(:

sunday,may 4:
woke up at 1 plus.had green bean soup and slacked.gonna do my microecons homework ltr!sianxzxxxx.tmr meeting xh at 10(:to do smth and to print the notes.then afternoon will be having lunch with nicole:Dhehhehs.

oh well.thats all i guess.

2008-04-29T21:01:00.002+08:00

sunday,27 april:
NORMAN'S 17TH BIRTHDAY:D went to cine to meet them.then they went for a movie.and then dinner at swensens.thanks norman ofr the treat!start of major headache day one.

monday,28april:
four hours of microecons.sians!during the lecture was major picnic time!hahahas..dinner with xinghuei and jaiwen at kfc opposite school.major headache day two.reached home at 8.slept at 8.10 till 7am.

tuesday,29april:
day three of full blown headache.
woke up 7am.still felt super tired and sick.wanted to not to go school.but got no valid reason.no fever or anything.then sat thru four hours of tutorials with ms wang.she takes us for both maketing fundamental and retail acc. tutorials. i slept thru most of the retail acc. tut though.cos headache was hell and i couldnt take it anymore.and i was freezing in tut.argh.manage to pull thru APEL.then i dunno go where find the energy to go to tm with jiawen,tinghui,xinghuei and her friend.tinghui met her bf and then accompanied jiawen to buy something for her bf and then i cabbed home.reached home.and found out that i have fever.nice(:

so here i am now.attempting to be a good student and logged into the apel thingy to do the personality survey.in the end?my internet system cant support it and hence i cant enter.gahhhh.

so much for trying:/

all the wrong signals.

2008-04-27T01:28:00.001+08:00

this is one of the best thing i've ever experienced(:

2008-04-26T01:48:00.002+08:00

im set on making this 3 years good.
like what they say in komez.
TUA FUN AND TUA GLAMMM.
hahahas.lols.and not forgetting...

cheeeee high~
(zi high.credits to shah!)

:D

2008-04-25T17:50:00.004+08:00

wow.i haven't blogged for almost a week!
this is going to be a long post(:

saturday,april 19:
komez and FO outing at sentosa.it was crazy lah.about 1000 ppl at palawan beach.and that's not inclusive of other tourists.there was little space and such.but still,we hadd fun(: captain's ball and watch jiamin they all play taiti-.- yeah.we spent most of the time there watching them play.
and bloody hell.i've got sunburn on my face and its so frigging ugly.

sunday,april 20:
sinseh-ed(you know what i'm going to say abut the treatment.)then after that mum brought me and sis to botak jones to eat(: nice!

monday,april 21:
first day of school!met up with the fu's first at 9.30.went for brunch at opposite school.the bakchormee there is nice,even though it has no bakchor.lols!contradicting..first lesson 11-12.then we have a four hour break in between since there is no tutorials/labs in week one.mre than half the class went for a movie tgt.plus amanda our sl.watched funny games u.s. . not nice!
then we cabbed back to school cos we were almost late.hahahas.damn funny.oh.and then half way during lecture then i recieved the news.grandaunt passed away already.well,perphaps this way is better,she doesn't have to suffer any longer.and i guess this is the very reason why she did it in the first place.rest in peace grandaunt.went to the wake after lecture.accompanied nicole to tpy to meet the guys.then mrt-ed to sinming.

tuesday,april 22:
went to school with leon.LOLS.so childish.hahas..met the fu's:D at 2pm.lunched at biz park.western food.hahas...then went to the bookshop to get out apel notebook.what in the world man.the queue is so long!!and and and,the bookshop shouldnt be called a bookshop.it should be called a mama-shop.hahaha!it has everything!stationary,art supplies,spray paint,shampoo,soap,pads,sweets,potato chips,tp merchandise,cards and such!even drinks!LOL.
then went for one hour of apel and then dinner with the fu's and tinghui's bf.so sweet siaaa.hahah!

oh yeah.here's the intro to the fu's.
me:fafu(you know why(: )
xinghuei:youfu
tinghui:xingfu(cos she's always being doted on,so xingfu right!)
jiawen:koufu
and now we have 3 additions.
fu:kevin
lu:ahboon
shou:harris.

hahaha(:

wednesday,april 23:
met them at 2.30.plus amanda and andy.our two sls.lunched at itas,the only aircon foodcourt in tp..then went for retail acct.wahlau.slightly before class start smth quite silly happened and the whole of lecture ppl laughed at me lah.nicole's the loudest lah!nehneh de.hahas...after the lesson i was like:huh?! didnt really catch most of what ms ng was saying.gotto put in mre effort le!cant afford to fail!then after that sat 22 home(again) and shopped at amk hub.saw peifen and yanzhi!they were going to fish&co. to eat.awwww.and bumped into jiewei too(:

thursday,april 24:
thursday's are super slack for me.cos i only have 1 lesson on thursday,principle of management.wahhhh.was almost late!cos traffic jam.ran to class.heng arh.just on time.
after school is IKEA!had fun there!!took many many pics thanks to xinghuei's cameraaaa.then went back to tp to do some homework at the library.but i was too sleepy.so ended up sleeping in the library.lols.then after that went to the last night of the wake.felt super unwell.came home and k.o.-ed immediately.

friday,april 25:
class at 9-11.left house earlier today.due to the traffic jam.xinghuei bought kopi for me(: thanks for the kopi girl.if not during lecture i'll really fall aslp le!mr da silva is a really humorous guy who makes his lessons fun.hahahs."im wearing ahsengg~(foreign accent).LOLLL.lunched at jupiter's cafe.breaded fish fillet pasta(: went to century square and then ank hub.and home-d.

what a week.
class politics.tsktsk.

i'll post pics up soon!

(:

2008-04-19T01:05:00.003+08:00

i got my first medal from tp!
second place in 300m regatta freshman race(:
lost to sch of applied science(ferdi's sch) by one second!

got to class today,
met our CP too.
he's quite funny lah.

time table next week sucks man!
monday:
first lesson starts at 11,ends at 12.
then second lesson starts at 4 till 6.
i have a freaking 4 hour long break.

tuesday is the suckiest for me!
i have to go back for one hour for APEL tutorial.
4 to 5pm.

then wednessday thursday and friday going back for 2 hour lessons.
-.-
cause first week got no tutorials and labs.

i think my classmates are okay lah(:
1r05

sian.seperated from nicole.

i've got a horrible horrible tan line on my thigh due to the fbt's i was wearing.
should have worn the thin material de.
it's super ugly and super visible lah!

and i think got slight sunburn on my face.

but regatta is really fun!
esp when everyone paddles together and aim for the same goal.

business school damn zai can!
we won almost everything!
we were overall regatta champion.
cos the 300m SLs for males and females,business came in first for both!
very happy!
business school won the olympiad too.and most spirited team award.
BIZ-BIZ-BIZ-BIZ-NESSSSSSSSS~

i wanted to be the class rep.but i dint raise up my hand.oh wells.
lols.

jam and hop wasn't as fun as the FO one.
and there wasn't mass dance!
komez was so disappointed,
we went to the field to dance on our own!
without music!
i paired up with aizat.and it was a hell lot of funn!
cos we had to belt out the music ourselves and it was pretty hilarious.

im super tired.

tmr's sentosa with komez:D
yayyy!
meeting them 11 and harbourfront.

im going to sleep!
was practically sleeping for half of the talk when my course manager was talking.oops.

temasek's me temasek's you
we are a team
yo yo yo yo!~

:D

2008-04-16T17:23:00.002+08:00

bloody !@#$&^&! pain sia!

i swear i would have reached forward to strangle him if he wasnt healing my ankle!

oh man.it better be alot better tmr morning lah.
if not it's totally not worth the pain.

oh.him is the sinseh.

mummy,why did you have to work todayyyyyy?!

);

2008-04-16T13:41:00.002+08:00

im off to the sinseh after my hair is dry!
ahhhhh.i dread going there.
grumbles*

I'M SO BLOODY BORED AT HOME AND AND AND I CANT WAIT FOR ORIENTATION TOMORROW!

what in the world mannnn.orientation's tomorrow!
triple yays(:

ankle's almost fine!
can barely see the swell anymore!
oh yayyyyyy!
still hurts in certain positions though.
sians.

meeting cheryl nicole at 8.15 at west gate busstop tomorrow,then we shall walk in together.i told peiying and douglas already.they havent got back to me yet.
any freshie from business sch and who's going for orientation tmr come join us too!
i'm more comfortable going in which a bunch of friends rather than walk in looking like a lost bird.
LOL!

heard that zhipang got lost in sch cos his school was big and there weren't enough maps.
hahahahha!

thankgod tp ain't that big.
i think?

:D

2008-04-15T01:51:00.000+08:00

i just realized.

it's the 15th of april.
the fourth year.

2008-04-14T23:41:00.004+08:00

im gonna do the quiz on ferdi's blog now cause' i'm super bored now.

quiz#1:
01:list 7 quirks/habits about yourself.
1.i do things according to my mood.
2.i love looking at my toes and fingers everyday.
3.i've always loved dark chocolate,wasabi and anything that has a creamy sauce.dang:p
4.i always contradict myself.
5.i tend to repeat things i say.and i dunno why!
6.enjoys being under the sun.but has heat rash-.-
7.i look at the time.alot.

quiz#2
01:if you had the chance to go out with the person you like and your favourite celebrity(separately),what would you do?
-ehhhhh.i don't really know actually.well,as long as it's with him then anywhere is fine(: and as for celebrity,i think it would be a chore.lols.

02:how do you feel right now?
-amused by my own habits and quirks.lols.

03:if you can fulfil one wish,what would it be?
-hmmms.i would wish for 3 mre wishes.so that my entire family's lives can be safe,healthy and peaceful,i can lose weight and for everyone i know to be happy.

04:who are you thankful to?
-im most thankful to my grandma..and i hope she's safe on the silk road now!

05:important wishes for now?
-for my grandma to be safe and my grandaunt to well,not suffer so much any longer(which pretty well means death).not that im wishing her to go or what,but the state she is in now.really breaks my entire family's heart.and also to be able to work hard in tp and get good results!

06:if you can turn something in the past,what would it be?
-i won't change anything.cause' if i did,then i wouldn't be able to learn from life's lessons.

07:what are your main priorities right now.
-make friends,live a happy life,have fun,adapt to new school,ankle to recover faster,and try harder for better results!

08:what makes you happy?
-seeing friends and family(: and knowing that they are happy to see me too!

09:what do you want to change in you?
-my laziness,and selfishness.and i want to be really really really true to myself.

10:what song represents your feelings now?
-curently i cant find any at all.

11:what type of persons do you hate most?
-fakers.

12:is there anyting you wish to confess right now?
-hahahas.if i had anything earthshaking to confess.i won't say it out right!

13:what is your definition of a dream house?
-a white three-storey house with full length windows from the ceiling to the floors in the rooms.with a spiral staircase leading down from my room's balcony at the back.ahhh.dreams~

14:who will you go to when you feel low one day?
-i really don't know.whoever's around me to listen i guess.i usually crawl back into my bed and bury myself under the blankets and pillows till the tears stop and the sad feeling's gone.pathetic,i know.

15:what you hope to achieve?
-happiness.it's not as easy as it seems and it's practically imposible.

16:at what age to you wish to marry?
-hehehehe.umms.around 26?

17:who made you angry for the past few days?
-myself.LOL.

18:i you ever have a chance to confess to the person you like without giving your name.what would you confess?
-ummmm.i'll probably won't do that.i will wait till im ready to tell him everything then i'll confess and let the guy know who am i.

19:what do you look out for in that special someone?
-we'll have to click,without making alot of effort to.and somehow,never run out of things to say.i believe in fate too(:

and i hereby tag everyone who comes to this blog to try out the quiz:D
it doesn't matter if you don't.

whee!i spent around one hour doing this!
it sure killed time.

and now im gonna remove the chinese herb wrap on my ankle.
have to wrap it every night before i sleep actually.
but i wrapped it early today.so i can reamove it now!yay!
lols.

i miss fow dreadfully and i dunno why...
(:

2008-04-14T16:41:00.002+08:00

so...
went sinseh ytd.
omgggg.pain lah!
he really press down on the very pain spot.
pain till high sia.

then these few days having heat rash-.-
how suey can i get,
bring it on man..

looking forward to orientation on thursday!
(:

sinseh says need one week to recover.
grumbles*
im trying not to go out for this 3 days.
so that my leg will be btr for orientation.
i still wanna do the tp dance leh!
lols.
and there's komez outing on saturday to sentosa.
i wonder if mum will let me go.
she sure say then my leg how.
......

going back to sinseh on wednesday.
myself somemore!
cant grab mum's hand le!
hahahas.mama suffers with me whenever i sprain my ankle.
im sorry(:

im so bored at home lah.
ankle ankle fast fast recover.
if only there's this magic thingy.that can heal sprained ankles in umm....5 mins.
lols.

i keep dreaming of fow and komez these few days!
like during the cheers and such.
i wonder if i actually did shout out the cheers in my sleep sia.
LOL.
that would be really funny!

miss fow too much!

:DDD

2008-04-13T00:18:00.001+08:00

temaseks's me,temasek's you~
we are a team
yo yo yo yo!

randomness.
but it was really fun.
cant emphasize the word fun enough.

:DDD

2008-04-12T14:40:00.004+08:00

yesterday's jam and hop was..quite fun!

omg.got home and then realised that my ankle was even mre swollen than ever and there was this weird feeling about it.
it isnt pain.more like a pressure.??
hmmms.looks like its time to go to the sinseh.

ehhh.think i exerted pressure on it le.
but you don't realise things when you're having fun rite?
finally got to dance the mass dance ytd!
umm.danced with one of my gl.
ehhhhh.im sorry,i don't know his name!
ytd was really high,enthu all the way le!no inhibitions left!
i guess the gls succeeded in making us enthu!
hahahas...
main comm the oerformance damn funny and nice lah!
so we asked them to encore again!
hahahas...

jam and hop ended at 12..
everyone was sweating and dripping and tired like wad sia.
cabbed home.
tired~

i wanna recover soon!
cos next week's orientation(:

shiokshiok!:D

2008-04-11T09:54:00.000+08:00

"whatever it takes" by Lifehouse

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

2008-04-10T16:48:00.003+08:00

k-o,k-o,k-o.M
k-o,k-o,M-E-Z!

missing the workshop already!
ytd didnt get a chance to thank all of komez's gls and the two FA's..
danced the mass dance with farhan ytd!
while i was in the wheelchair..
super funny!
then got two other sub-com guys join in.
first time danced with three people!
confusing but really fun!:D

i was in the wheelchair cos it'll be mre convenient for me to move around while they're running around playing games.
in total,komez got third!yayyyyyyyyy!!!
some people were disturbing me about tat yi-.-?
that includes you nicole and desmond!

ankle's better,can walk normally slowly.
going for tmr's jam and hop!
meeting my group ppl first.
at 2pm.
making special delivery to the gls!hehhehheh
very looking forward to tmr:DDD

didnt get to see the gls ytd.
cos i had to leave at 10.30 le.
sadddd..

planning with komez ppl tonite online.(:

bye(:

2008-04-08T20:51:00.004+08:00

two words today.
SUEY LAH.

sprained my ankle today.again.
hais.
was rushing for the bus and eating bread and sleepy.
so i didnt pay attention to the slight step at the end of the overhead bridge.
but still went for the workshop.
today the stuff they did was the most fun lah.
saw nicole and desmond dancing together.
so xianmu lahhhhh.
today nicole SEXY worrrrrr!
woots!showdown hor??HAHAHA(:
first time see her so on sia!

felt sad.
cos i couldnt do anything at all.
komez was had the highest points today(:
was the voice behind rosie and the evil girlfriend in our skit.
hahahas..
some people were surprised when they knew i was the both of them.lols.

super thankful to the gls lah.
they were really superrrrr nice.
esp jiayu,j.y.fookping,emilla tat yi and many mre!
cant take part!very very pekcek leh!
and really very very touched by the girl that lent me her slippers to go home.
even though she's in my group but....i cant remember her name!
i'll definetly get it tmr and thank her lah.
really super touched.

tp really rocks man.
tp really really really rocks man!:DD

2008-04-06T00:59:00.003+08:00

had so much fun today!
the guys are probably dota-ing now at downtime.
i wonder where they find the energy to play midnite dota after such a day.
hahahs(:

today had me,jolene,yingting,dion,cindy,jessie,bjorn,desmond,jerald,hanrong,keith,clifford and finally luke.
saw a few people whom i had not seen for quite some time.
didnt see keith since we graduated from p6.
and cindy since sec2 i think.
didn't know leroy and jessie broke up already.oops.
but cindy.dion and jessie left halfway.

played volleyball and touch rugby and failed miserably at both,
so we switched to captain's ball.
hahahas!so fun!
then played taiti and keith lost consecutively for 3 time.hahahas.
supposed to make him go into the water de.
but sad,he never bring extra clothes.so cant.
then the rain came and spoiled everything for a short while.
lols.

after rain stopped le we entered the sea.
great idea guys!pushing me and yingting in huh?!
hahahas...
played freeze and melt in the water-.-
and then dunno whose great idea started the sandball thing.
suddenly i discovered.
they were aiming the sand balls at me!
yingting oso kena.but not as bad as me lah!
i had sand in my hair,ear,shirt,shorts and on my face.
nehneh de.

then went back to vivo.
saw gabriel!(:
had carl's jr.full like what sia.
then took 166 home.
talked about quite alot of sick stuff on the bus.
"how far can you shoot??"
damn funny.lols.

laughed alot today!
we'll organise a meet-up soon!
perhaps during the june break.
next meet-up will be at cindy's house!
yayyyyy.

tired le.
going to sleep early today.
(:

2008-04-04T23:56:00.005+08:00

when norman tried to carry qiyi.hahaha

picture timeeeeeeeee!

had quite a blast today!
heheheh.
started cycling at 5.40.
cos SOMEONE was late.
but you had a valid reason.so its okayyy.
LOLS.

sentosa tmr!
yay!looking forward to it!
but have to meet at 2.30 at habourfront.
and then before that i have to go bank.
ahhhh.
which equals to:waking up early!
ohno..

so i shall slp early today.
if i can manage to fall aslp.
hmmms.

(:

2008-04-03T23:59:00.002+08:00

wellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.
today.

didn't do much.
woke up at 2 then went to amk to meet nicole.
pei her do her hair.
and then pooled and home.

that's pretty much it.

meimei must be strong k!
stand up for yourself if you have to.
you don't deserve the shit he gives sometimes.

oh well.
tmr's gonna be cycling at ecp(:
and then saturday will be at sentosa with the primary school classmates.
but yuan's not going.sadded.

stop messing with my mind.

2008-04-03T01:18:00.002+08:00

today i spent the evening at the terrace rooftop of esplanade.the smell of impending rain hit me the moment i walked up.i sat myself down at a corner,trying not to look weird.couples dot the terrace.and i realize I'm only one alone.the air grew still at times,a pregnant pause,the distant sound of thunder followed.it never rained after that.i spotted a lone eagle in the sky,and a couple play-bickered a distance from me.i gave a thorough thought at some of my memories,going through details of it.and i catch myself smiling unaware to the air.silly,i know.sounds of construction works blend in with the surrounding.i lean my head back,and stare into the skies.it doesn't respond,nor answer me.it seems unreal.i feel unreal to myself.don't ask me why i suddenly feel that way.i don't know too.the wind sweeps through everything.my mind's a blank and it puzzles me.i wonder how long it would take for darkness to blanket over everything..

i went out today without a destination in mind.
and i ended up at the esplanade.
it's more calming when you're up there alone.
and i managed to put aside settle down some emotions within.

lets move on to things that are more happy!
spent around $51 today.
although i don't know if that's a good thing.
hehhehhehs.
but shopping is still always good:D
the papaya shower gel smells good.but i still think i like the strawberry one's the best.from the body shop(:

tomorrow will be spent accompanying nicole to do her hair and then home for dinns.
that's all i guess.

:D

2008-04-02T15:02:00.002+08:00

great.i just woke up.
started sneezing every minute.
don't know why.it's not a flu.

hmmms.

what is real is what i cannot see.

2008-04-02T01:35:00.002+08:00

cold curry puff from the fridge tastes kinda weird and nice.
i hope i don't get a tummyache.lols.

diving into my book(:

the second book by cody mcfadyen is good!
a real thriller and a chiller.

:D

2008-04-01T23:52:00.002+08:00

happy april fools day!
i didnt managed to prank anyone though.
seahhui saw through mine.
siannnx.

hahahhas.

okays.went darren's house today.
seahhui sings very nicely lah!
and darren's good too.
then after that mark bobby and alfie came.
then went to the kopitiam and talk cock.
chatted about some old stuff..
hahahhas..
i think the thing that im thinking is the one that they know and are thinking about.(lols.this doesnt make sense.but you guys should know.)
then went home.

the guys are still as nice as always.
(unlike some people:D)

wow.
tomorrow.mama and mei pangseh me again.
whenever i can come home for dinner.you guys cant.
and then scold me when i don't.
argh.

so i guess im going to the library and spend my afternoon there.
how nice.
i found the book "shadow man" already!
when i was at the library ytd.
yayyyyyy.
in fact.i found all the books that i wanna borrow.
:DDDDDDD

maybe the government section saw my previous post?(:
gonna start shadow man tonite!
looks like i ain't gonna sleep.

i hope you guys sort everything out soon?

2008-03-31T00:56:00.022+08:00

just like the past.(:

haha:D the day i learnt how to ride a bike,she learnt how to ride a child's scooter.

hello mr. decapitated prawn head.

i don't know why this picture turned out like that.lols.

guess who?:D

i'm sorry gladys!i couldn't resist putting this up!

cute ain't he?(:

me and goo(:

finally!this post had been delayed for a long time!
a million thanks to casse who made this post possible(:

i'm in a grumpy,i-don't-wanna-know-anything-kinda mood.
and the fact that blogger uploads the pics one by one and so S-L-O-W-L-Y made it worse.

went shopping alone today.
cos everyone else was either busy or working.

went down to bugis.
and very coincidenly bumped into nicole there!(:
i hate carrying my own shopping when its heavy.
bought two bags.yay~
they by the time i reached town.it was 6.30.
so went to see seahhui!(:
then walked to fep.walked one round.
then walked back to paragon to wait for her.and then back to fep again.to accompany her to buy smth.
then mrt-ed home.
tompang seahhui's mummy's car and crossed the overhead bridge myself.(duhh.what am i thinking.)

oh.and the guys are back.

today very sueyyyyyyyyy.
and pissed.
don't wanna talk about it.
but we'll classify it as molest.(minor?)

:/

2008-03-30T13:57:00.001+08:00

scars(stronger for life)-corinne may
from the soundtrack of the leap years.

good song(:

2008-03-30T00:54:00.002+08:00

currently on the quest on finishing a packet of biscuits with coloured icing on the top in the order of white/yellow/green and finally pink.(:

you know,the kind we always eat when we were young.

im bored to this extent.hais.

2008-03-29T00:59:00.002+08:00

"a true friend isn't one that sends an umbrella when it's raining;
but one that runs beside you and shouts "RUN!BITCH,RUN!"

and the above was what happened to me and nicole on thursday afternoon.
LOL.
can't remember where did i see the quote.hehs

went to haji lane.
and it bloody poured down on us.
thank god i had an umbrella with me.
but it's frigging small,so we both got wet at the sides.
hahahaha.
so we decided to dive back into the comfort of a air-conditioned building.
ah.the modernised world.
but still,enjoyed the company of the rustic charm around me for that past hour.
felt as though it wasn't in s'pore.lols.

i absolutely adore spiral staircases mannn!and and and my childhood dream was to be able to stay in a townhouse next time when i grow up and have a spiral staircase at the back of the house.and i will have a cute neighbour living beside me and every night we would sit on the steps under the stars and talk about the world.tsktsktsk.childhood dreams.

took a train back to town.
and did what we did best.shopping~ :D
heeren had like sales plastered on in every shop.
fleshimp has an offer which is 2 for $25.
i could not believe my ears when i heard that!
it included some dresses and tshirts for both sexes.
fourskin had 50% sale storewide!
*dropjaws.*

suddenly felt sick at night.
felt faint while walking home.
hmmmm.i wonder what will happen if i faint in the middle of the carpark?
i'll probably be run over before anyone sees me.
lols.

today went back to fep with nicole to change her shorts.
then back to amk to have dinner with casse and yanyi.
newyorknewyork(:
full like wad sia.
the roasted mushroom cappuccino soup is so nice!
and its superrrr filling.

met khai after dinner.pooled.
the part before pool where we tried to smuggle yanyi in(she was wearing uniform.)
was super hilarious!
laughed till my tummy cramped,hahahahaha..
she was wrapped up in nicole's sweater and we used casse's scarf to try to hide the rest of the uniform.
it included tying an x across her chest and tying a ribbon on her head!
i think everyone was looking at us cos we were laughing so hard.
we managed to get in though.hehhehs.

saw desmond and hungyih today.
they didnt seem to recognise me lah..
did i change alot???
hmmms.

the guys are going to tanjung pinang tomorrow.
they'll sure have have loads of fun lah!
don't fall under the kelong okay?:D

it's 29th of march tomorrow already.
another month gone.
school's starting soon for everyone.
got a sad feeling about it.
although im still uber excited about making new friends and orientation.
i feel like a small kid.hehs.

i don't want all of us to drift apart so much.
but looking at circumstances now..how not so?

2008-03-27T01:48:00.000+08:00

walk with me,
and take advantage of the star-studded sky.

2008-03-26T23:04:00.002+08:00

i miss seahhui):

i wonder if she even has the time to read this.

don't dare to talk to her online too.if she's doing her work.

stayed at home the whole day today.
hmmms.
okay.maybe not the whole day.
when out at 4 to laminate stuff(:

then came home.
went to run with sister and then back home again.

mum lets me out tomorrow!
yay!
then i don't have to defy her.
lols..

i don't have anything to blog about because i did not go out today.
such a bore..

came across two videos on youtube.
japanese toilet prank and japanese spa prank.
a little obscene.
but downright funny lah!

haji lane tomorrow with nicole(:
meeting her at 2 at bugis.
i better set the alarm.
if not if i oversleep till 2pm...gg
lols.

off to check out the singapore street directory.
i don't want to get lost tomorrow.
but hey,it may not be a bad thing(:

news said that government's not giving up on mas selamat.
hahahas.
i wish them all the luck.
wait.im supposed to hate them cos i cant find the darn book at the libraries.
but oh well.
im a good citizen(:
LOL.

(:

2008-03-26T01:15:00.002+08:00

bingbangbomb-kaboom

blast it.
got some problem loading black books S1E3 part 3.
and the ones after it.

sianzxzxzzzzzzzz.

i just finished 39 longans(:
they are my fay-vah-roo-ate.
my spare-ling's so pro
no-vuns can beat eeeeat.

the above is what you can do when you're bored.
break down words.

:/

2008-03-25T22:12:00.001+08:00

dang.
mum said i HAVE TO be home for dinner tomorrow and thursday.

my answer:NO.

2008-03-25T20:17:00.003+08:00

just back from jogging with nicole!
(:

sang at the top of our lungs while walking.
i hope no one recognized us!
hahahahs.
belted out songs like ohio,si xing bu gai,it's all about you...and so on
walked in the rain.
had quite alot of fun.

shouted bye to this guy that was running.
me:BYEEEEEE!
me:SEEE YOUUU TOMOROWWWWW!
eh.no.he don't know us.lols(:

met her at arnd 3plus tdy.
then went to buy loads of snacks.lols.
and bought the chicken with rice.
(i know that you think its called chicken rice.but its not thattt chicken rice.)
lols.if you get what i mean..
then came over lah.

nicole say im crazy:D

一颗心, 有多少脚印

2008-03-25T02:28:00.004+08:00

went for dinner and movie with them today.
well.ytd lah actually.

went to collect my medical report le.
finally completed the enrollment stuff.
nicole completed hers too.
a load off her mind right?(:

caught step up 2 today!
finallyyy.
watched with nicole,peifen.greg,qiyi and brad.
zhipang didnt make it.
and seahhui had to go home early too.
i didn't think it was as nice as step up 1.
but the dance parts were still good(:

before the movie was fun!
even though separated from the guys.
hahas.
bought icecream from the hokkaido icecream place.
very nice!:D
then sat on the floor outside starbucks.
hahas..
although abit unglam....but we enjoyed ourselves(:
then sent seahhui to the mrt.
ahh!forget to ask you all to send the pics that we took to me):

dang.i want to upload the photos i have in my phone!
sianzxzxzxz.

then after the movie we three girls chiong arh.
for the last bus home.
lols.
we raced each other!
and me and fen also raced down an up-riding escalator.
see who reach the bottom first.
hahahaha..
fun mannnnnnn i tell you:D
they should create a competition!

my toes are bashed from running in those shoes.
killer i tell you...

managed to catch the last bus home(:

tmr nicole's coming over to my house to slack.
and to use the com.lols
hahahas..
going to run at the park in the evening.
hope peifen can make it!

then wednesday going haji lane i guess.
this week me and nicole have absolutely nothing to do!
so we're going exploring and shopping to kill time.
beats staying at home and doing nothing anytime.
hey!the above two sentences rhymes!
LOLLLL.

peifen's starting work at paragon breadtalk!
predicted hau ting's next target.
hahahas.

there was something like a clearance sale from six at citylink mall today.
feel like going back!

both tpy and amk library are bitches.
i DIDN'T manage to find the darn book.
fed up man.

okay.im conking off to dreamland
:D

all i wanna do; is to close my eyes to your gaze.

2008-03-24T01:03:00.001+08:00

i forgot to post this up ytd.LOL

2008-03-23T23:13:00.002+08:00

my 151th post.

in a few more days time,
it'll be the fourth year.

if you have bitter memories with a person,at least you have a memory with the person and not nothing at all.its pretty much the same theory as "its better to have loved and lost ;than to never loved at all".but both still hurt,don't they?and they'll only hurt,if you'd put your true self in.but how many times is a person willing to give their all into another relationship,when the past is too hurtful and they had already build up a defense.what are the chances i wonder,to be able to find a person who will be able to find a second person in their lives to fully break down the defense that is built up and to heal the previous hurt.i guess we'll all have to wait and see.

read finish the book "daisy's back in town"
i've got to admit.
the sex scenes were good.
hehs.

finally caught the leap years today.
okay only lah.
some parts were nice.
and some draggy.

thank god i understand cantonese(:

im going to search the bloody library for "shadow man" tmr.
amk library better have it.
if not i'll probably think the government's against me.

:D

2008-03-23T01:52:00.001+08:00

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.

When you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

when you look me in the eyes-jonas brothers

2008-03-22T00:58:00.003+08:00

salsa is cool:D
lols.random.

went to seahhui's church just now.
enjoyed the drama.
it was really good
(:
qiyi and norman got come oso..

okay lah.
had quite alot of fun today.
got yueze and jinghan dey all.
hahahas..

i caught the last bus home from amk.
and reached home at exactly 12.
phew.

hmmms.
there's lime flea market tmr and i wanna go..
but got to have dinner with my dad.
see how bah.

i guess im off to rest.
:D

2008-03-21T15:54:00.002+08:00

funny kids.LOL.
the garage door one is really funny..

ehhh.imtoo bored.
found great amusement in these(:
enjoy!

:D

2008-03-21T01:15:00.005+08:00

dinner at fish&co. was good!
superrrrr full man.!
shared a seafood platter for two with sam(:
we two stuffed ourselves full like dunno wad lidat and then the cannot finish one give to yuan and gladys.
hahahas..
great time with you guys today!

after dinner yuan went to meet her ah leong.
lols..
then went kpool to meet sammo's weihao..

pooled a while.
weihao cute hor sammo?
hahahas..
then gladys that crazy bitch.LOL.
irritating you know?!hahahas.
you should be glad i didnt shove the pole into your nostrils:D
HAHAHA..

after that casse and i sent gladys to the busstop.
i suddenly high.
went a little bonkers and had a huge laugh!
never so high for a longgg time le.
they didnt want to walk with meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
(cos they say i crazy)
(:

then went to mrt station i posted my enrollment stuff and casse topped up her card.
then went home le.
phew.
what an evening.

tmr is good friday!
going seahhui's church in the evening.

going for breakfast tmr with aunt and family
they just stay 2 blks away from me
hehs..
going to serangoon gardens..
opp. chompchomp the food centre..

okay.im off to slp le
but dunno whether can fall aslp mah
i feel sleepy now le.lols
and to think i woke up at 3 today.

hotpink fingernails:D

2008-03-20T16:07:00.002+08:00

just woke up one hour ago?
slept at 6am.
hahahs.
read book until dunno the time le.
lucky mama never find out.

(:

off to slowly start to get ready for later..
hahahas..
finally meeting them
really have to catch up with them.
im so glad!

:D

2008-03-20T00:08:00.002+08:00

怀念你
回忆却恨你
赐我这天地
陪着你为等告别你
明年桃花飞

葬过花红过心
忽远又近
我与你看遍烈日密云
你背影是我伤痕
我为你能爱得比风沙更狠

将今生弥补他生谁知有没有下文
一颗心
多少脚印
谁可证实结伴同行
指天发誓你我若有天可再生
期求天意别要弄人
谁又会答应再生不爱别人

甜蜜过而苦也炼过
那里有帮助
投入错剧本却没错
谁能谈因果

葬过花红过心
忽远又近
我与你看遍烈日密云
你背影是我伤痕
我为你能爱得比风沙更狠

将今生弥补他生谁知有没有下文
一颗心
多少脚印
谁可证实结伴同行
指天发誓你我若有天可再生
期求天意别要弄人
谁又会答应再生不爱别人

absolute love this song(:
this was from a cantonese drama from many years ago called 再生缘(eternal happiness).
i watched this show when i was in primary five i think!
can still rmb it till now.
liked the show alooooot!
hahahahs..
but cant find it on youtube!
sians.

nicole came by today.
to settle some more of her enrollment stuff.
stayed for dinner
then i sent her to amk hub
went to ntuc and bought some stuff
hahas..
then came home lor.

went library today too in the afternoon.
meet nicole at tpy.
met qiyi there too!
he also went to the library.
borrowed two books.
i cant find the book 'shadow man' by Cody McFadyen.
does anyone have this book by chance?

saw yulei today.
hahas.
she didnt change much since primary school..
just found out ytd that gwen and bjorn are in the same class in CJ.
lols.
what a small world.
or maybe we should say singapore is small.
lols.

so glad i found this song!

:D

2008-03-19T00:41:00.003+08:00

LOLS.
take a look at this.
hahahas..
wth lah!

this is funny too.
west africa idol auditions.
hilarious mannnn..

doing up the enrollment stuff now.
have to get the stuff delivered tmr...
have to have dinner at home tmr..

guess popping bye the library.
if not stay at home damm sian!

i think better make use of the time to pack my room.
esp my cupboard!
like rojak now lah...
hahas..

banana pocky very nice:D

rebonded my hair le!(:
even though abit sian cos sit there for four hours..
but the service is damm good and furthur more..
that cute guy helpd me to wash my hair.
heeheehee..
i liked the girl that helped me.
guess i know who i'll be going back to next time(:

went to find ting and lynn after i got my hair done.
they missed me and i missed my job..
lols.
so sad.
both of them say rebond le nicer..
yayyyy.

meeting the punehs on thursday.
finally after a billion zillion years
hahas..
looking forward to it!
fish and co. at amk hub:DD

(:

2008-03-18T00:37:00.004+08:00

nicole came over just now
to do her enrollment thingy(:

had dinner with seahhui nicole yanzhi qiyi greg at pepper lunch just now!
very nice!
full like wad lidat.
lols..
poor qiyi lah!cant stand the pepper.

then after dinner met up with peifen then jianyi and shiling.

jianyi's back!
but he's going back next monday..

i think his voice like become mre man again sia!
actually wanted to watch movie de.(spiderwick chronicles)
but in the end...
got one of nicole's friend to buy drinks for us
went over to fountain to drink..
only got me nicole qiyi greg and jianyi..
then zhipang joined us after his work.
lols.
quite fun!
qiyi and greg got injured.

qiyi sliped and fell and somehow go a cut on the side of his body.
greg cut his hand whitle opening the bottle.
and i think zhipang swallowed glass..
hehs.

i was saying we should do this every monday.
lols...

okay.im super tired.
slpt for like 3 hours only today.

ciao people!
im off to my dreamland!
:D

2008-03-16T16:43:00.002+08:00

im so bored.
there's nothing to do and no one to talk to..

wanted to go fep today to do smth to my hair and then go see seahhui de.
but..
fell aslp again after i woke up.
lols.
feel like sleeping the whole day away.

very uncomfortable nowwwww.
eckkkkk.

went fep with sis ytd.
wanted to do smth to hair de.
in the end not enough time and so we settled for shopping
hahahs

bought two tops.shoes,shared a vest with my sis.
still got a few mre items to buy.

going for check up tmr morning.
sians.

almost done with the enrolment thingy le.
left medical checkup to go.

im uttering stuff that no ne needs to know.LOLS

off to meet aunt for dinner at casuarina prata dere!
:D

2008-03-15T23:26:00.002+08:00

woke up from that nightmare with tears.
if that were to really happen?
i seriously..

don't know what will i do.

if heaven/god/whichever higher-power above wants life to be this way.
then oh well.
what to do..

perphaps i did something really wrong in my past life.
lols.

i know im prolly pms-ing.
but.
argh.

if i fall..

2008-03-14T19:31:00.002+08:00

back from chalet:D
just woke up after sleeping at 4pm.

this chalet was better than the previous one.
had some really fun times!
hahaha..

though it had quite a pathetic start,
but everything worked out in the end.

the first day.
at 3 plus,there was only me nicole peifen and qiyi.
then subsequently yanzhi and seahhui came le.
sorry seahhui made you cry!:D
and qiyi's fingernails were really gayyyy!
haha!
heart attack was quite exciting.lols
when everyone havent come that time we play until we feel hot.
and the aircon isnt actuall weak.
hehehe..
when everyone reach le
went for dinner and went back to play a mre.
indian pokerquite hilarious.
brady and greg were pretty much stuck on the psp most of the times.
and their digimon!
we've a few kids here whom are still obsessed with their digimons.
lols.brady qiyi and greg
afterthat slept for a while.an hour perphaps?
the four of us girls and yanzhi squeeze on the bed.
we were packed like sardine fish lah!

second day!
went macs breakfast.
go back le.continue sleep!
then slacked on the bed.
watching khai play tekken.
played abit too.
at least i won one round k!LOL
and then,
then highlight of the chalet!
blind mice:D
seahhui was the first blind mice.
played on the first level of the chalet.
we so many people,then the chalet qite small
so everyone had to squirm everywhere.
we had some acrobatic spiderman acts from yanzhi and qiyi.
haha!
played unitl everyone was sweating like shit.
rellay very fun and hilarious!
then when everyone aim me cos i nv kena blind mice before,
that was really scary!
dunno who will push me out suddenly lah!
sorry fen!accidently slammed into her.
in the end,kena caught by amir.
hehheh.
everyone cheered.LOL
then bbq lor.
norman fen seahhui and amir left):
afterthat everyone pretty much slep of slacked.

today woke up at 10.30
the time we're supposed to check out.
lols..
then went to eat then come home le.

love the chalet(;
hope there will be one more?

:DDD

2008-03-12T00:40:00.002+08:00

got the enrolment package le!
finally!!

okayyyy.
there's a camp on th 10th to 12th.
and orientation's on the 17th.

i think im going for the camp bah,instead of the workshop.
camp sounds real fun!:D

that was the fun part.

got loads of stuff to get ready.
have to take photo/photocopy this/print that and mail stuff over.
:/ grumbles.....

and the most dreaded part...
medical checkup.
chest x-ray doesnt sound right in the first place.
plus i've got a bad experience of it.
eckkkkk.

should be going for the checkup with nicole bah.
i dun wanna go alone..
hehs.slight phobia.

so tp starts school the lastest.
or so i heard.
official lessons are 21st of april.
(:

tp says that no japanese slippers are allowed(flipflops)
wth?!

kk.
i better go pack for chalet.
tmr got to wake up early!

(:

2008-03-11T18:27:00.002+08:00

home!
at last mannnnnnn.
hahahas..

fuck the weather.
spoiled my plans for today after im set free.
or maybe not free yet.
nooooooooooo...

lols.
needed to go buy the small bottle of contacts solution for chalet.
lazy to get my ass and toes out in the rain.
irritating weather.
it's been raining for the past few days le.
sianzzzz.
hope it doesn't affect chalet!

oh yah.
chalet!
yipeeeee!
finally.hahahs..
never see any of you for like how many days le):
12 march to 14 march.

gran wants me to go back her hse aft chalet.
grumblegrumble.
no way man.
anyway i have to fetch meimei on saturday(15 march)
she's going to be back from newyork!
hehheh.

fetching her at 9 am.
ungodly time:/
she better have something for my to make up for me dragging myself out of bed to go carry her luggage for her.haha..

hmmms.
times at gran's was really.....boring.
there was absolutely nothing to do.

oh well.
i better enjoy the chalet.
:DDD

i'm off to go battle the weather.lols.

and i still cant solve the zhipang send that thing the 7 cats dunno wad one.
cracking my head over it.lols.

:D

2008-03-04T00:10:00.004+08:00

g-dragon is really cool(:

felt so tired of everything when i was walking home.
tired of my shoes,the road,all the relationships i have with people,my hair,the bus,my fingers...you get the idea..

dun feel like saying out wadever that has happened today.
sian-ed.

the only happy thing was to get to see the two of you(:
and every one else of course.hahahas
to have dinner together.
norman was supposed to call me after he finished work so that see whether he and zp and meet us mah.
but he didnt call:/

so now settled bah.
we meet every monday for dinner(:
except for next week bah.
since nicole's dad's birthday

i want to watch the leap years(:
plus step up 2.
hahas

that's all.
tmr going to gran's hse again.
sianz.

i felt alone.

2008-03-03T01:34:00.001+08:00

fuck.i wish i could fill this post entirely with fuck.bonggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

2008-03-03T00:12:00.002+08:00

hais.
so many frustrations.
grumbles.

feel abit depressed suddenly.
lols.
arms aching.
shouders feel so suan
missing the two of them
i wonder if they got anot?hahaha.
argh.i hate this feeling!
i want to remain happy forever:D

had a few 'treasures' back from grandma's home(:
VERY SIAN OVER THERE.
(i think the post-effect is this bad mood phase im going thru now.damn)
im prolly dying of boredom there.
i can only face the tv over there..
or else is the four walls of the house-.-

today dug up some of gran's old photos!
old doesnt mean like 10 years ago.
this 'old' is arnd 60 years ago!
there were pictures of gran when she was 8.thirteen.twentyone and a few more others.
they were in very good condition!
i think the blackwhite photo quality at that time is even better than the photo paper quality now.

gran was really pretty was she was arnd 13.
hahahs

there was even a picture of her when she was a model student in sch.
damn cool..

headache.
ugh.sianzzzzzzzzzzz

i want to come home.
but grandma...
HAIS.

if i could have things the way i want; it would be so much easier on my mind

2008-02-28T01:03:00.003+08:00

whee!
it feels so good to blog again.lols.

tdy met them for dinner at cine,xinwang cafe(:
quite nice!
then after that the guys went bowling.
me nicole seahhui just sat and watch lor.
seahhui left at 10.
finally saw her le!
so happy lah!:DDDD

miss you girl!<3

and i realised that stupid NORMAN.
just go arnd people's blog tagging.
go get a blog lah!hahahahas
i swear i'll be the first one to spam:D

ytd nite slept at three.
cos was chatting with grandma.
talked about my dad.hais.
dun want to talk about this.its depressing enough.
plus the past.
and some bits were really entertaining!
like the part where when she was like my age
there was this guy who knew she would cycle past the place everyday
and everyday he will wait for her there and accompany her home.
so sweet lah!
and gran says that he was quite good looking somemore leh.
hahahas.

and she still remembers his name.
awwwwww.

and she was the flower in her school.
hehe..
plus she's a model student leh
den she told me guys would like tail her and follow her home everyday.
scarrrrryyyyyy.
and her school table would always be full of love letters in the morning.
lols!

but she told me she didnt bother reading a single one of it.
she just crushed everything into a wad of paper
and swoooshhh into the rubbish bin it goes.
i can imagine how many guy's heart she crushed along as well.
hahahas..

and then there was the sad part.
her abusive mum and the conditions she was living in.
her mum sounded like mother from hell:/
scary lah!
luckily there was her dad(:
only after she reported her mum and ran away from hm.then her mum stopped beatting her.
sad lah.
it made me appreciate the times i'm living in now.

and the part when times were really bad.
and she was living on $3 per day.
but with four children to feed,it just isnt enough lah!

luckily my great-grandpa helped her so much.
:D

even though here mum treated her that way,she still took care of her mum through the years..

only a week before my great-grandma died..
den she said that my grandma was the most filial child.
hais.

oh well.
i just hope my she will be happy,
but i don't think its easy now lah.
looking at......

well.
she'll still have me always(:
<3

2008-02-25T00:49:00.003+08:00

lets see.
the whole of this week will be at...grandma's hse.

helping her to move house.and pack up
she has to move at the end of this week..
and she hasnt started yet-.-

oh well...
hais.treat as pei her lor(:

ummm.
tmr evening going for the mlm training thing with nicole at eunos.
tusday oso.

then wednesday going buy c _ _ _ for someone(:
with my primary school ex-classmates.
hahas
not really sure when's his birthday though
oops(:

then thursday and friday will be..
well.grandma's house lor.
i hope i won't get so much nagging from her!
hahas..

tdy quite tired lah
from rushing.
sorry nicole!for making you rush!
sorry seahhui!nv go find you,cos really no time le!
very sorry seahhui!!!

i feel like i havent seen you for eons lah seahhui!!
see you soon!
<3

guess i wont be able to use the com for the whole of this week le..
hope the days spent at gran's hse will be fruitful!
maybe can dig up some vintage treasure or smth?
hahahahas...

:D

2008-02-23T15:55:00.001+08:00

oh yah.
and i forgot to mention...

khai's in CJ le!
hahahas...
you know what you owe me now(;

2008-02-23T15:43:00.002+08:00

it's 3.43pm now.
and i just woke up(:

hahahahas..
slept for 12 hrs.
it felt so good!
lols.

my bed's in a mess now and im too lazy to pack it.
lols.
(im bored to the extent where i'm telling people my bed is messy-.-)

going grandma's hse soon.
usual lor.staying over.
i dunno if tmr going out with nicole mah.
for the job thing.
dad and meimei not going over tmr too.
so i guess im going hm allooooneeeeeeeeee):

for some weird reason my arms and shoulders are aching like maddd..
ughhhh.

i can't wait for the enrolment package to come from tp!
sort of makes me feel im going to secondary school again
hahas..
new friends and environment le.
really wonder what will happen in the future..hmmms...

i'm off(:

2008-02-21T23:41:00.002+08:00

i'm officially dying of boredom here!

im bored.........................................................
there's absolutely nth to do at home and online.

not even anything to eat(heng arh)
lols

):

2008-02-21T14:25:00.002+08:00

i'm missing the two of them.

one's working and the other has school le.
i cant even rmb when was the last time i seen seahhui.hmms.

must meet up soon!
guess it'll be on sunday bah..
ohno.i have to go grandma hse for dinner on sunday....

sianzzzz-.-

2008-02-20T23:17:00.002+08:00

i know im slow.
but i just realized that this year is a leap year!
i think february 29 is cool(:

hmms.
imagine if you get married on february 29.
then you will have your anniversary every four years!
hahahas..

ferdi said we'll see each other on our birthdays for the next three years..
hahhas..i didnt realise that till she said.
maybe we can celebrate it tgt again.
lols.

<3

2008-02-20T18:38:00.002+08:00

what mingzhen means:

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

whats the meaning of your name?

2008-02-20T00:48:00.002+08:00

there's this stupid baby lizard that wont go away frm my window.
grrrr.

just found out that brady's in sp same course as qiyi and greg.
zhipang's in nyp,molecular biotech.jaryl 's at nyp too.some media studies thing
amir's in MI.
wancheng got in tp too!retail and hospitality design
can go sch tgt le.
lols.
gladys got into marine offshore thingy.lols.
at np.
cheryl seng and mingxia is at np too.dunno wad course though..
sammo and yuan's at rp.
sammo got hotel and hospitality management.think she's appealing..
yuan got her civil aviation.

everyone's going different ways.
i hope we'll meet often.
now that i'm not working,btr make use of the time to catch up with ppl.
esp the punehs.

i miss seahhui!
LOL.
hahahahs.
you nehneh.hope to see you soon soon soon :D

and to nicole:
you will get through this tough period de!
dun forget!i'll be a call away(unless im really k.o-ed and didnt hear the phone ring,hehs.)
<3

有缘无份.
hmmms.

2008-02-19T11:51:00.002+08:00

RETAIL MANAGEMENT,TEMASEK POLY!
yay...
super tired now.
im going back to slp after countless games of isketch with strangers.
hahahs.

just found out that nicole ferdi leon and serhan are in tp too..
nicole's in the same coure im in!
but nicole's appealing lah.to psycology

i wonder who else got into tp
qiyi and greg went to sp.computer engineering.
seahhui and casse is in innova jc.
i know khai dint get into cj though.
dun sad k!appeal!
havent found out whr the rest of them going yet.
but i hope its smth you are at least okay with
lols.

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.:DDD

2008-02-18T00:01:00.002+08:00

this is my 123rd post.
lols.

im just plain bored today
accompanied my grandma to the market.

just realised that she's really old now.
much weaker..and lonelier..
she asked me to go stay over with her nxt time after she moves hse..
cos she wants some one to accompany her.
guess i'll be going over to her hse more often le.
to help her with the packing too..

i just hope everything takes a turn for the better..

(:

2008-02-16T14:15:00.006+08:00

found some old photos(:
old memories,laughter and fun!
suddenly feel that four years didn't pass that fast actually..
it just felt fast cos there was so many things happening everyday..
we created so much memories that smtimes we forget we have them
so im thankful to the person that created the camera:D

valentine's day just passed.
this is the first time i didnt spend it in school.
last time will always come home with a plastic bag filled with sweets.
lols.
but this year was fun too(:
spent the most time with nicole.hahas...

every photograph is a memory frozen and captured.

2008-02-14T01:27:00.003+08:00

happy valentine's day people:D

2008-02-12T15:52:00.000+08:00

gahhhhhhhh.
guess wad.
im fired.
lols.

leon's wish came true huh.asshole.
keep your mouth shut nxt time.
hehhehs.

okay lah.not really affected by it.
surprisingly not sad at all..

maybe abit lah.lols
cos after all had some very happy moments there
starting to miss dragging myself out of bed every morning
miss rushing to work everyday.
miss buying milktea.
miss wiping glass and mirrors..
miss arranging belts and bags
miss replenishing stock..
miss chatting with neighbouring stalls..
miss attempting to perfect my canto..lols.
miss having a hard time to decide on wad to eat..
miss new station's mixed rice the most!
miss crapping with my colleagues.
esp ting and qing.
miss playing arnd in the shop with ting.
using the stick and broom as our kungfu weapon.
and modeling the store's 'products'.LOL
hahahas...
miss looking at cute guys passing by during work..oops(:
miss observing passerbys..
miss bitching about asshole stuckup/rude/bitchy/ahlian customers.
miss serving customers with all my heart(and receiving smiles and thanks)
miss the times when the words i spoke the most were ''one for five!three for ten!'',''sorry arh!give me a moment!'' and ''thankyou very much!''
miss the times when you guys came to my shop to wait for me.(special credit goes to seahhui:D and brady(:)
miss walking past cheryl's and brad's shop to say hi to them while on the way to buy food..
miss the times when i would always check the time,urging it to go faster.
miss the times when i had to open shop.lols.
wtf.i even miss the uniform.a little.
hehs.

i'll miss the 20% discount if i get stuff from there!
hahahas...

learned alot from there too..
running a shop and being a sales staff isnt as easy as it seems
there are loads of interesting ppl at fareast..
learned how to get a nap in the toilet.lols

okay.
i admit.
im sad.
i loved my job and worked hard.

2008-02-11T14:08:00.000+08:00

haha!
munching on haebeehiam rolls now(:

meeting nicole later at 3.15 at cine first..
going kinokuniya and borders to see book..
then dunno going to do wad than wait for seahhui and peifen and brad to finish work..

head feels a little weird.
a little dizzy
hmmms.

i have half an hour mre left before i leave hm.
lols
so i'll crap here!

oh yah...
ytd brad and zhipang very funny..
they were using norman's hse using his notebook.
then they went to seahhui's blog and started to read out her posts.
hahahah..
they acted out the tone of the words.
LOL.

k.gtg le
:D

2008-02-11T00:57:00.000+08:00

today was quite fun!
especially the later part of the day:DD

went norman house in the afternoon.
gambled(:
won a grand total of...$8
hahahas..

then qiyi,zhipang and greg left to go to chalet..
ater a while more everyone left norman's hse le.
brad and amir went peninsular.
me,seahhui,nicole,norman and zhengrui went amk hub.
fish&co:D
my treat from my first pay(:
zhengrui didnt eat lah,he left to find kenny they all for bball.
bao dao yao bao zha le!!
yumyum!

arcade,neoprint! then pool(:
hit the stupid mouse thing
hand pain liao arh!
hahahs
lols.

supposed to slp early today
cos tmr meeting at 9.30 at payalebar.
zzzz.very early!
the last time i woke up at that time was to go for exams
pei-ing them go interview and then go changi with nicole to get her pay:)

had so much fun today with the 3 GIRLS
heeheehee..
thankyou!

arhhh.blisters.urgh.
and the cut on my finger doesnt closes.
hmmms.

my eys are closing alrdy....

just sneezed twice.lols.
somebody thinking of me?
hahahahas

goodnite!
:D

2008-02-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

butt pain.finger pain.

butt pain cos of cycling.
lols.
finally can cycle le!
yipeeeee!
didnt fall down at all.
hahahas.
thanks seahhui:D

finger pain cos open that stupid can of corned beef for dinner.
just stopped bleeding awhile ago.
seahhui really eats aloooooooooot.
super girl.eat so much oso nv fat.
powerrrr.

lols.AUNTIE XIAOMING and i are going to meet at the market tmr at 8am and quarrel over veggies..
correct?auntie xiaoming!
hahahahas..
had a hell load of fun crapping with this guy.
call me ahzhen rite?
this is my sweet revenge:D

hais.
i don't understand how come it happens over and over again and yet he doesn't leave her.
going back to her time after time.
i hope this time he really leaves for good.
what she did was really too much.
if she really loves him?
why would she even treat him this way?
this is definitely not the way to treat a person you love.
wad about his pride?
i don't know what else to do.
i just don't wanna see him like this.
all beaten up inside..

finger fcuking pain lah!):

numb.

2008-02-09T01:56:00.001+08:00

me and meimei<3

at the jetty.

dreamworld(:damm nice!

gabriel.meimei.me and eilene(:

this is cool lah!look at the angle the shoreline and dark clouds form

me:D

sunset~~

some of my australia trip pics.
lazy to upload everything.
lols.

<3