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♥ Sunday, February 25, 2007.

alamak.
im a shitty mood now.
im so tired.shouldnt have slept so late ytd.

chingay was okay lah.
i went but halfway i changed my mind and didnt perform(:
so i jus sat there and watch.hahahas
the after party was better though.
was covered in confetti
and it kept dropping into our shirt's.
we moved on.and i got lost.found them again!
then the retro party started.
oldies being played.
went high and danced with and talked to total strangers.
got pushed arnd and had music blasted into our ears.
even saw elvis,marilyn monroe and austin powers.hehs.
they decided not to go dxo afterall.
we were unprepared and such to go.
i was like in shorts and birkies.
and jasmine looked like she was going for yoga.
so went tcc for dinner.at like.12am?
we all ate comfort food.(macaroni is delicious)
and jasmine rushed hm.charmaine met cheryl and went with her to dunno where.
me yanyi and peisun cabbed hm.
reach hm at 1am.removed makeup and bathed.
lazed around the hse and bedded at 2.30.
it's so lonely and weird being alone in the entire hse at night.

was alone like since i left the hse to go town ytd afternoon
to like 5.30 this evening.
bought the necklace and top arldy.
but i had a reaction to the necklace,
which gave me red rashes.hmph.

i got 0/25 for differientiation test.
have to retake.
i missed it that day
mrs han is going to chop me,hahahas
its so peaceful without my family members.
hais.

tmr got school.sianns
school is becoming a chore to me now.
oh man.where has my positive thinking gone to?

heard this very nice song at topshop.
but forget it's name alrdy.

i think you're the oneY

♥ Thursday, February 22, 2007.

whee!
in amath period now.
doing some graph stuff.(:
double period.
this com can't plays music.sucker.
im bored.and losing most of my interest in amath.
i must be suffering from major blockage when i chose amath as one of my subjects.

so bored.
and serena is yawning very loudly beside me.hahas
and she displayed her hello kitty underwear in class today(:
and in bio class too.

tmr got amath retest.eww.
and oso got sjab.
most prolly leaving early.
i decided.im going to join chingay.and the performance is tmr.and saturday.
hmms.i didnt fail the ss test.i passed my 1 mark.
hahas.wrote a pile of crap.i didnt even know what i was writing.
hehs.
as for the sec 3 bio test.
i failed.hahahas.i didnt even study.wad to expect leh.
i got 26/80.
beautiful mark.
the sec 3 paper is even harder than sec 4 lah.
not a single person pass.hahas.how nice

im going to learn the chingay dance today.
hope i will catch on fast enough.
they say it's just like peirce workout.

lala~
i go do my work le.
im in a good mood again todayy.
hahas(:
dunno why.
perphaps cos i took a really good nap during chung period,
i even dreamed abit.hahaha

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♥ Wednesday, February 21, 2007.

ahahas
at com lab again today.
two periods of art.
while others are having amath/geog/hist...

went over gladys hse yesterday afternoon.
went a little crazy there.
was playing with the beach ball.
threw the ball around and booed each other.hahas
left at 5+.went hm.changed and zoom out again.
met mama at amk hub.newyorknewyork for dinner!
saw wancheng,cheryl,yingzheng.yeechi,kailin there too.
was quite full.hahas,

slept over at mamas place.
didnt get a good sleep though.
not used to the bed.
had monmilk this morning(:
super nice.

feeling hungry now.
huishan and wancheng fault lar.
start talking about food just now.
now feel like going
crystal jade.mellben restaurant for crab.
and curry noodles.and go pepperlunch

having gastric now.
eat too much mentos le.(:
hais.
i better go find pictures le.if not ms ong will start nagging.
im in a good mood today
(:

♥ Sunday, February 18, 2007.

happy CNY to everyone!
tmr will be going to mama's hse.hehs
prolly staying overnite dere bah.depends..
got fed up with myself again today.hais.
will people stop making comments that makes me unhappy and then get angry with me for putting on a pouting face?
irritating.
and i was in a good mood today too.hmph.spoilers.
feeling damm bored now.
perphaps what leon said was rite.
cny is jus being forced to smile and shaking hands with relatives.
and to think i was so positive about cny.
there's nth happy about today.which applies to me only.i suppose.

and there's this thing which is niggling at my heart every single day.
but it's not time to tell yet.

so.that's all.

♥ Saturday, February 17, 2007.

its been so long since i blogged lah.
finally.
so fast tmr is new year le.and soon will be the o levels.
a few weeks back when i looked at them getting their results
felt ganchiong for them too.
saw loads of them crying.
highest got 7 distinctions leh.
and seeing tingyuan getting nervous over hexiang getting his results
makes us envious lah.hahas

and the eyeball/endocrine thingy test.
i got 30 1/2 over 40.
i was like super duper surprised!
expected to fail.
the sec 3 retest one then i dunno le.
mdm young still marking.
wonder if i'll pass at all.
i didnt even study for it.complete give up.

i still cant do differentiation.
half way during the test i told mrs han i give up.
hais.can they take it out of the syllabus?

valentine's day just passed.Y
this year is the best and the last vday im going to have in this school.
i didnt prepare enough gifts.
so sorry to the ppl that i missed out
and so i shall thank the people that gave stuff to me

• gladys,sammo,juliet,sindy,wancheng,wenting,huishan,xinmin,huixian,felicia,peifen,wenting,gwen and
• louann,kailin,wilson,daren toh and karhao for the numerous chocolates and candies that you have given me
• tingyuan for the picture and the lovenote you wrote to me(:
• casse and shiling for the brownie that you two made
• casse again for THAT thing you gave me.(i wonder what my dad will say if he sees IT.
• peishan for that hug you promised.hahas!
• and yanyi and nicole for the comforting note
• and all other people that care about me(:

i've been feeling really frustrated with myself the past few days

but i realised i'm special because leon and darren the 'greats' say so.((:

♥ Sunday, February 4, 2007.

shit.
something just popped into my mind.
i have bio test tmr.
and its not the normal 1 or 2 topics.
it's the whole sec 3 tpoics.
cos i failed my sec3 bio.
so have to take this damm test.
how??
i cant fail this time round.
why am i so forgetful?
it's overnight cramming for me tonight.
im going bonkers over differientiation.

was just discussing with gladys on when to go over to her place she tt she can teach me differientiation.
so we were deciding on the date.
den i realised how hectic our days are.
monday.i have dance
tuesday.she has vball
wednesday.she has tuition
thursday.i have dance,she has tuition
friday.i have sjab.

so we settled on saturday.the only day which has no studies and cca.
lala~

ehhehs.im supposed to be in the bathtub now.

♥ .

oh man.
im still sleepy.but i cant fall asleep.
my hair's in a mess and i have to go to the market with grannie.

and leon.
do you know that your supper irritating voice is stuck in my head after hearing the audio on your blog.
please get rid of it.
it's killing people!
does anyone know how to get sounds out of my head?
give me your solutions quick!

and i do not suck.
thankyou very much.

♥ Saturday, February 3, 2007.

hais.
it's another week.
well.i managed to get past a week of tests and differientiation.
quite a mean feat huh.
for me only lah.hahas.
went lasalle college of the arts yesterday.
ms ong bring the art ppl go.
the ppl there so cool lah.hahas..
but its in a very ulu place.
somewhere among private houses.hmms.

ahahas.my hands are like baby smooth now.
and has the aroma of almonds.
was making almond biscuits for CNY.
and because the biscuit dough is of a rough texture with chunks of almond bits,
when i was rolling them into balls
i guess the chunks helped to slough dead skin off my hands.
yucks.
the thought of guests eating biscuits with dead skin in it makes me abit disgusted.
but well.who cares.lol.
i should make more biscuits.hmms.

and thankyou to darentoh.
for saying all those stuff.
they made me feel much better.
thankyou very much(:

i made more than a couple of wrong decisions.
and im taking in the consequences everyday
i need someone to talk to.
will anyone be my listening ear?

hais.
im feeling so unhappy.
can someone solve my problems for me pretty please?

that's all then.