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    ♥ Thursday, February 28, 2008.

    whee!
    it feels so good to blog again.lols.

    tdy met them for dinner at cine,xinwang cafe(:
    quite nice!
    then after that the guys went bowling.
    me nicole seahhui just sat and watch lor.
    seahhui left at 10.
    finally saw her le!
    so happy lah!:DDDD

    miss you girl!<3

    and i realised that stupid NORMAN.
    just go arnd people's blog tagging.
    go get a blog lah!hahahahas
    i swear i'll be the first one to spam:D

    ytd nite slept at three.
    cos was chatting with grandma.
    talked about my dad.hais.
    dun want to talk about this.its depressing enough.
    plus the past.
    and some bits were really entertaining!
    like the part where when she was like my age
    there was this guy who knew she would cycle past the place everyday
    and everyday he will wait for her there and accompany her home.
    so sweet lah!
    and gran says that he was quite good looking somemore leh.
    hahahas.

    and she still remembers his name.
    awwwwww.

    and she was the flower in her school.
    hehe..
    plus she's a model student leh
    den she told me guys would like tail her and follow her home everyday.
    scarrrrryyyyyy.
    and her school table would always be full of love letters in the morning.
    lols!

    but she told me she didnt bother reading a single one of it.
    she just crushed everything into a wad of paper
    and swoooshhh into the rubbish bin it goes.
    i can imagine how many guy's heart she crushed along as well.
    hahahas..

    and then there was the sad part.
    her abusive mum and the conditions she was living in.
    her mum sounded like mother from hell:/
    scary lah!
    luckily there was her dad(:
    only after she reported her mum and ran away from hm.then her mum stopped beatting her.
    sad lah.
    it made me appreciate the times i'm living in now.

    and the part when times were really bad.
    and she was living on $3 per day.
    but with four children to feed,it just isnt enough lah!

    luckily my great-grandpa helped her so much.
    :D

    even though here mum treated her that way,she still took care of her mum through the years..

    only a week before my great-grandma died..
    den she said that my grandma was the most filial child.
    hais.

    oh well.
    i just hope my she will be happy,
    but i don't think its easy now lah.
    looking at......

    well.
    she'll still have me always(:
    <3
    [/1:03 AM]


    ♥ Monday, February 25, 2008.

    lets see.
    the whole of this week will be at...grandma's hse.

    helping her to move house.and pack up
    she has to move at the end of this week..
    and she hasnt started yet-.-

    oh well...
    hais.treat as pei her lor(:

    ummm.
    tmr evening going for the mlm training thing with nicole at eunos.
    tusday oso.

    then wednesday going buy c _ _ _ for someone(:
    with my primary school ex-classmates.
    hahas
    not really sure when's his birthday though
    oops(:

    then thursday and friday will be..
    well.grandma's house lor.
    i hope i won't get so much nagging from her!
    hahas..

    tdy quite tired lah
    from rushing.
    sorry nicole!for making you rush!
    sorry seahhui!nv go find you,cos really no time le!
    very sorry seahhui!!!

    i feel like i havent seen you for eons lah seahhui!!
    see you soon!
    <3

    guess i wont be able to use the com for the whole of this week le..
    hope the days spent at gran's hse will be fruitful!
    maybe can dig up some vintage treasure or smth?
    hahahahas...

    :D
    [/12:49 AM]


    ♥ Saturday, February 23, 2008.

    oh yah.
    and i forgot to mention...

    khai's in CJ le!
    hahahas...
    you know what you owe me now(;
    [/3:55 PM]


    ♥ .

    it's 3.43pm now.
    and i just woke up(:

    hahahahas..
    slept for 12 hrs.
    it felt so good!
    lols.

    my bed's in a mess now and im too lazy to pack it.
    lols.
    (im bored to the extent where i'm telling people my bed is messy-.-)

    going grandma's hse soon.
    usual lor.staying over.
    i dunno if tmr going out with nicole mah.
    for the job thing.
    dad and meimei not going over tmr too.
    so i guess im going hm allooooneeeeeeeeee):

    for some weird reason my arms and shoulders are aching like maddd..
    ughhhh.

    i can't wait for the enrolment package to come from tp!
    sort of makes me feel im going to secondary school again
    hahas..
    new friends and environment le.
    really wonder what will happen in the future..hmmms...

    i'm off(:
    [/3:43 PM]


    ♥ Thursday, February 21, 2008.

    i'm officially dying of boredom here!

    im bored.........................................................
    there's absolutely nth to do at home and online.

    not even anything to eat(heng arh)
    lols

    ):
    [/11:41 PM]


    ♥ .

    i'm missing the two of them.

    one's working and the other has school le.
    i cant even rmb when was the last time i seen seahhui.hmms.

    must meet up soon!
    guess it'll be on sunday bah..
    ohno.i have to go grandma hse for dinner on sunday....

    sianzzzz-.-
    [/2:25 PM]


    ♥ Wednesday, February 20, 2008.

    i know im slow.
    but i just realized that this year is a leap year!
    i think february 29 is cool(:

    hmms.
    imagine if you get married on february 29.
    then you will have your anniversary every four years!
    hahahas..

    ferdi said we'll see each other on our birthdays for the next three years..
    hahhas..i didnt realise that till she said.
    maybe we can celebrate it tgt again.
    lols.

    <3
    [/11:17 PM]


    ♥ .

    what mingzhen means:

    You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
    You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
    You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

    You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
    You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
    You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

    You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
    You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
    You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

    You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
    You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
    Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

    You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
    You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
    But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

    You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
    Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
    Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

    You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
    You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
    At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

    whats the meaning of your name?
    [/6:38 PM]


    ♥ .

    there's this stupid baby lizard that wont go away frm my window.
    grrrr.

    just found out that brady's in sp same course as qiyi and greg.
    zhipang's in nyp,molecular biotech.jaryl 's at nyp too.some media studies thing
    amir's in MI.
    wancheng got in tp too!retail and hospitality design
    can go sch tgt le.
    lols.
    gladys got into marine offshore thingy.lols.
    at np.
    cheryl seng and mingxia is at np too.dunno wad course though..
    sammo and yuan's at rp.
    sammo got hotel and hospitality management.think she's appealing..
    yuan got her civil aviation.

    everyone's going different ways.
    i hope we'll meet often.
    now that i'm not working,btr make use of the time to catch up with ppl.
    esp the punehs.

    i miss seahhui!
    LOL.
    hahahahs.
    you nehneh.hope to see you soon soon soon :D

    and to nicole:
    you will get through this tough period de!
    dun forget!i'll be a call away(unless im really k.o-ed and didnt hear the phone ring,hehs.)
    <3

    有缘无份.
    hmmms.
    [/12:48 AM]


    ♥ Tuesday, February 19, 2008.

    RETAIL MANAGEMENT,TEMASEK POLY!
    yay...
    super tired now.
    im going back to slp after countless games of isketch with strangers.
    hahahs.

    just found out that nicole ferdi leon and serhan are in tp too..
    nicole's in the same coure im in!
    but nicole's appealing lah.to psycology

    i wonder who else got into tp
    qiyi and greg went to sp.computer engineering.
    seahhui and casse is in innova jc.
    i know khai dint get into cj though.
    dun sad k!appeal!
    havent found out whr the rest of them going yet.
    but i hope its smth you are at least okay with
    lols.


    yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.:DDD
    [/11:51 AM]


    ♥ Monday, February 18, 2008.

    this is my 123rd post.
    lols.

    im just plain bored today
    accompanied my grandma to the market.

    just realised that she's really old now.
    much weaker..and lonelier..
    she asked me to go stay over with her nxt time after she moves hse..
    cos she wants some one to accompany her.
    guess i'll be going over to her hse more often le.
    to help her with the packing too..

    i just hope everything takes a turn for the better..

    (:
    [/12:01 AM]


    ♥ Saturday, February 16, 2008.

























































    found some old photos(:
    old memories,laughter and fun!
    suddenly feel that four years didn't pass that fast actually..
    it just felt fast cos there was so many things happening everyday..
    we created so much memories that smtimes we forget we have them
    so im thankful to the person that created the camera:D

    valentine's day just passed.
    this is the first time i didnt spend it in school.
    last time will always come home with a plastic bag filled with sweets.
    lols.
    but this year was fun too(:
    spent the most time with nicole.hahas...

    every photograph is a memory frozen and captured.
    [/2:15 PM]


    ♥ Thursday, February 14, 2008.











    happy valentine's day people:D
    [/1:27 AM]


    ♥ Tuesday, February 12, 2008.

    gahhhhhhhh.
    guess wad.
    im fired.
    lols.

    leon's wish came true huh.asshole.
    keep your mouth shut nxt time.
    hehhehs.

    okay lah.not really affected by it.
    surprisingly not sad at all..

    maybe abit lah.lols
    cos after all had some very happy moments there
    starting to miss dragging myself out of bed every morning
    miss rushing to work everyday.
    miss buying milktea.
    miss wiping glass and mirrors..
    miss arranging belts and bags
    miss replenishing stock..
    miss chatting with neighbouring stalls..
    miss attempting to perfect my canto..lols.
    miss having a hard time to decide on wad to eat..
    miss new station's mixed rice the most!
    miss crapping with my colleagues.
    esp ting and qing.
    miss playing arnd in the shop with ting.
    using the stick and broom as our kungfu weapon.
    and modeling the store's 'products'.LOL
    hahahas...
    miss looking at cute guys passing by during work..oops(:
    miss observing passerbys..
    miss bitching about asshole stuckup/rude/bitchy/ahlian customers.
    miss serving customers with all my heart(and receiving smiles and thanks)
    miss the times when the words i spoke the most were ''one for five!three for ten!'',''sorry arh!give me a moment!'' and ''thankyou very much!''
    miss the times when you guys came to my shop to wait for me.(special credit goes to seahhui:D and brady(:)
    miss walking past cheryl's and brad's shop to say hi to them while on the way to buy food..
    miss the times when i would always check the time,urging it to go faster.
    miss the times when i had to open shop.lols.
    wtf.i even miss the uniform.a little.
    hehs.

    i'll miss the 20% discount if i get stuff from there!
    hahahas...

    learned alot from there too..
    running a shop and being a sales staff isnt as easy as it seems
    there are loads of interesting ppl at fareast..
    learned how to get a nap in the toilet.lols

    okay.
    i admit.
    im sad.
    i loved my job and worked hard.
    [/3:52 PM]


    ♥ Monday, February 11, 2008.

    haha!
    munching on haebeehiam rolls now(:

    meeting nicole later at 3.15 at cine first..
    going kinokuniya and borders to see book..
    then dunno going to do wad than wait for seahhui and peifen and brad to finish work..

    head feels a little weird.
    a little dizzy
    hmmms.

    i have half an hour mre left before i leave hm.
    lols
    so i'll crap here!

    oh yah...
    ytd brad and zhipang very funny..
    they were using norman's hse using his notebook.
    then they went to seahhui's blog and started to read out her posts.
    hahahah..
    they acted out the tone of the words.
    LOL.

    k.gtg le
    :D
    [/2:08 PM]


    ♥ .

    today was quite fun!
    especially the later part of the day:DD

    went norman house in the afternoon.
    gambled(:
    won a grand total of...$8
    hahahas..

    then qiyi,zhipang and greg left to go to chalet..
    ater a while more everyone left norman's hse le.
    brad and amir went peninsular.
    me,seahhui,nicole,norman and zhengrui went amk hub.
    fish&co:D
    my treat from my first pay(:
    zhengrui didnt eat lah,he left to find kenny they all for bball.
    bao dao yao bao zha le!!
    yumyum!


    arcade,neoprint! then pool(:
    hit the stupid mouse thing
    hand pain liao arh!
    hahahs
    lols.

    supposed to slp early today
    cos tmr meeting at 9.30 at payalebar.
    zzzz.very early!
    the last time i woke up at that time was to go for exams
    pei-ing them go interview and then go changi with nicole to get her pay:)

    had so much fun today with the 3 GIRLS
    heeheehee..
    thankyou!

    arhhh.blisters.urgh.
    and the cut on my finger doesnt closes.
    hmmms.

    my eys are closing alrdy....

    just sneezed twice.lols.
    somebody thinking of me?
    hahahahas

    goodnite!
    :D
    [/12:57 AM]


    ♥ Saturday, February 9, 2008.

    butt pain.finger pain.

    butt pain cos of cycling.
    lols.
    finally can cycle le!
    yipeeeee!
    didnt fall down at all.
    hahahas.
    thanks seahhui:D

    finger pain cos open that stupid can of corned beef for dinner.
    just stopped bleeding awhile ago.
    seahhui really eats aloooooooooot.
    super girl.eat so much oso nv fat.
    powerrrr.

    lols.AUNTIE XIAOMING and i are going to meet at the market tmr at 8am and quarrel over veggies..
    correct?auntie xiaoming!
    hahahahas..
    had a hell load of fun crapping with this guy.
    call me ahzhen rite?
    this is my sweet revenge:D

    hais.
    i don't understand how come it happens over and over again and yet he doesn't leave her.
    going back to her time after time.
    i hope this time he really leaves for good.
    what she did was really too much.
    if she really loves him?
    why would she even treat him this way?
    this is definitely not the way to treat a person you love.
    wad about his pride?
    i don't know what else to do.
    i just don't wanna see him like this.
    all beaten up inside..

    finger fcuking pain lah!):

    numb.
    [/10:50 PM]


    ♥ .















    me and meimei<3














    at the jetty.


















    dreamworld(:damm nice!














    gabriel.meimei.me and eilene(:














    this is cool lah!look at the angle the shoreline and dark clouds form














    me:D










































    sunset~~

    some of my australia trip pics.
    lazy to upload everything.
    lols.

    <3
    [/1:56 AM]


    ♥ Friday, February 8, 2008.

    first day of cny..

    wasnt so great.
    esp with the parents.
    hais.wad a way to end the day.

    oh well..
    watched a movie wif my cousins today
    ah long pte ltd..
    LOL.its a really lame show.
    quite funny oso...
    but most of it is in canto and hokkien..
    so read the subtitles when i dint understand the hokkien parts

    took off frm work till monday.
    start work on tuesday..
    gahh.started to become sian of work le..

    tmr going over to mum's side of the family..
    hope nth bad happens.hahahahas...

    k.gotta go.
    mum's snapping at me alrdy!

    its all a pretence;can't you tell?
    [/1:55 AM]


    ♥ Wednesday, February 6, 2008.











    take me somewhere where i can forget everything
    even if it's just for a moment..





    happy chinese new year people(:
    [/11:40 PM]


    ♥ Tuesday, February 5, 2008.

    didnt blog last nite.
    hahas.
    cos when i wanted to blog le.its 2am le..
    then have to stop using com
    agreement wif mum:/

    ytd seahhui delivered mango steam cake..
    very nice!
    thankyou seahhui!:D

    wtf.
    pissed off with my dad now.
    doesnt he know i have workkkk?
    urgh.

    hope i can get my contacts today(:

    ytd work was okay lah..
    quite crowded.
    sians.today have to work again,.
    hais till chu xi..
    at least today got smth to look forward to.
    i getting pay today!:D

    hehhehhehs...
    ahhh.i hate wearing my uniform-.-
    feel like burning it now.
    i stopping work at end of feb le..
    take results of our posting is 19th of feb huh?

    k.
    off to work!
    if not i'll miss the bloody bus.
    lols.

    in the instant that our eyes locked...
    [/10:30 AM]


    ♥ Monday, February 4, 2008.

    okayyyyyyyyyy.

    switched email le.
    so if you anyone who knows me and sees this.just add me(:
    thanks(:
    ming_number2@hotmail.com

    sians.work tmr!
    getting abit sick of work..
    but no choice,whats with the situation im in now..

    plus now's new year period..
    and my supervisor's going back to m'sia on tuesday le.
    so very shorthanded.
    aiyo.hate it.
    cant imagine wad will happen if im the only person looking aft the shop and then i need the toilet.
    hmmms.must prepare a bottle liao.LOL..

    today was reunion dinner at raffles marina.
    food quite okay.
    finally met up wif family le.
    didnt see them for 1 mth.
    miss them quite alot.
    talked about the past when we were young and had a reallyy good laugh.
    lols..

    i think i'll make it for the cny celebration in school.
    cos work starts at 12.
    and celebration starts at 10+
    so i'll prolly leave arnd 11.30.
    cabbing to work bah.
    dun want to miss cny celebration in sch!:D

    to the sweetlings:
    well.if you all ever read this..
    i just wanna say that my past has nv been really good..
    and i know there has been unhappiness-es towards me..
    but after talking to nicole and seahhui on jan 28,
    alot of things became clear to me.
    and now im really trying my very best to put the past behind and change(:
    its my promise to the girls as well as to the rest of you..
    really hope the future will be better!<3

    my mind's full of what ifs.
    and even if i brush the what ifs all away
    i still cant get over smth,
    which is im just not good enough for you
    [/12:08 AM]