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♥ Saturday, March 31, 2007.

wahhh.
today was sjab flag day.
so tired.
we went to chinatown,then outram.
and back to chinatown.
we wasted 45cents to go outram lah!
we discovered that chinatown and outram was 5 minutes walk away-.-
very dumb rite?!

hais.
in the end still didnt get to meet up with silian!
and my canwasnt even half full.
sucky dayyy.

my chinese paper two arhh.
i actually passed it leh!
39/70.
well,at least i passed.i expected to do very badly.
there's some progress in art lar.but it isn't much.
bio test.i failed.
42/60.passing mark 50.
hais.
im stressed up over weird stuff.
i wanna go on a cruise.
hmmmms.
i want my life to be happier.

my dad's ROM is on 13 june i think.not really confirmed yet.
13 june's yunhan birthday too.what a coincidence.

i'm getting emo at home.
i have to stop thinking so much.
at least.there's some stuff to cheer me up.

i know it sounds cliche.but.
you made my day better..

(:

♥ Sunday, March 25, 2007.

so boring today.
even though it was a little fun.
spent the whole day whole sjab.
today zone1 competition.
started at 8am.
i was a leeetle late.
cos the damm bus didnt come for 20+mins.
reach granma hse at 6.45pm.bathed
got to know the sec ones much better.
it's like seeing myself all over again.

and
i became their caretaker/canteen vendor/storeroom.
my bag was big.
so they stored their bottles and stuff inside.
anything they want they just open my bag and take.
self-service(:
and i became the provider of sweets.hahahahs.
marcus and fabian and tannie were crapping.
and we told lame jokes during lunch at macs.
hahahas
we pretty much crapped and laughed the whole day away.

look at the comp teams doing stuff.
quite cool actually.
derrick a sec one guy.
became the ''casualty''
and was treated verrry nicely by 8 teams of 4 girls
home nursing.he had to be a 70 year old guy.
hahahas.
he's very cute btw.not that i have ideas on him lah!-.-

i have to stop on sweets.
i munch on them since i woke up
eveeryone ate sweets.
wad to expect leh.so boring...
i even took a nap.(:
while they were playing bball.

im tired.
but have to go school tmr.
do i have to?
yes of course i have to.
i don't skip curriculum hours.
hahahas

dinner.
sharkfin wif egg.nice.
(:

♥ Saturday, March 24, 2007.

oh man!
today the mock prelim chinese test arh.
is very hard de lor!
i never write finish the compo.
cos at last minute all the inspiration come
then no time to write liao
after paper one.we all thot it was over.
then came paper two
i dun even noe wad the question asking for the compre
how to answer?!

okayy.
lets not talk about that anymore.
so n the afternoon.
i went with yanyi to golden landmark to get her leotard.
and so halfway.venice called yanyi and asked us to go watch movie.
so we agreed and went to marina sq.
mr bean holiday was almost full.
so we took stomp the yard
the dance steps so cool lah!
when we watch finish was almost ermm 8 50+
so we went home

and i tell you.
on the train something happen.
hahahahas!
youjin passed me her phone.
so she could take out her camera
and after she took shots
she kept her camera and asked
''venice!i know u take my phone''
venice gave the huh? face
then i realised wad she said and i told her
''ehh?your phone with me leh''
and she said ''how come my phone with you?!''
i laughed myself crazy.
youjin so embarassed

it's raining now.
so nice.my favourite weather.
brings back some pleasant memories(:

this week had been a nice week
even though i got quite depressed
read two books
super nice.
especially city of masks

and leon is crappy.
and venice,khai and yanyi's ways mde me choke while i was eating my fishball
and yanyi is still pentium one.hahahah(:
i have huge scratches on my knee and ankle
cos i fell down after i got down the taxi yesterday night
it hurts lah.so malu.hehhehs

eeee.tmr still got to go sch
sjab.siannnnnnnnnnnn
8am to 6.30 pm

arghhhhhh.
(:

♥ Sunday, March 18, 2007.

went blog visiting.

and realised something.
WHY DOES EVERYONE'S HOLIDAY SOUND SO MUCH BETTER THAN MINE?
i feel like crying man.
i feel like shit.
oh man.im in my depressed mood again.
i need gladys to talk to now.
but she's not onlne.
and my hp is not in the hse.
hais.
i shall go off to my corner and sulk and burn my brain trying to solve my problems.
the world stinks.

♥ .

this song brings back sad past memories.
even though its a happy song.

怎么办.

怎么办哦怎么办
为什么你为什么
老是把空气全都吸光了
害得我你害得
我在你面前呼吸急促需要叫救护车
别看我先别看我
我的脸红就快要爆料了
没什么哪有什么
我是绝对不会承认我喜欢你了
怎么办感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办爱却不能讲
你真讨厌不来帮我的忙
你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳
甚至比我还要更好看我
虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长
总有一天换你为我疯狂
为什么你为什么
这样不讲理的就出现了
害得我你害得我连仅有的一点矜持优雅全都毁了
靠近我别靠近我
到底离你多近比较好呢
完蛋了我完蛋了
我整个人眼看就快不是我的了
怎么办感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办爱却不能讲
你真讨厌不来帮我的忙
你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳
甚至比我还要更好看
我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长
总有一天换你疯狂
为我疯 狂

and happy birthday to peishan
and tmr is wancheng's birthday.so happy birthday to her in advance(:

and meimei didnt get through css audit.
and i did my amath hmwk
miracle rite.hahahs

♥ Sunday, March 11, 2007.

hais.
so fast another week.sian
we are supposed to have a holiday now rite?
but why do i have to go back to school every single weekday nxt week?
hais.

started amath tuition yesterday.
catch up on trigo differentiation.
not that difficult afterall.hmms.

meimei decided to join campus superstar.
i told i will become her no.1 fan if she gets through the auditions
that is,if she gets through.hehhehhehs.

this time results very heng nv fail anything.
but l1r5 still 22.
all Bs and Cs.only one A2.which is art.

addicted to 花樣少年少女Y
watch last episode of it till 2+ yesterday.
but the ending sucks though.
im going to watch all over again!
(:

♥ Wednesday, March 7, 2007.

art period again.
a period of photoshop and music.(:
im still stuck and what to do for art.
i dun even noe which topic to do.
what comes to your mind if i say 'at play'?
please give me your ideas.
i need inspiration desperately now.

i found smth le.
prolly doing smth of carousels de bah.
going uncle ringo funfair this friday with wancheng and kailin
to have fun and to take pics for art too.

bye(:

♥ Sunday, March 4, 2007.

argh.
im in pain.hehhehs.
i feel weird without my sister here now.
better cherish this moment.
okayy.im weird.

went shopping today.
hmms.shouldnt classify it as shopping lah.
it's specified trip to buy a particular item.
yes.that's it.
as you can see.
i'm in a good mood today!
for many days have i not been in one?
let's see.i dun rmb!sad case.
i feel like im going bonkers.
oww.leg pain.too much walking today.

sunday is therapy day for me.
it's when i do not think about hmwk and other stuff.
come to think of it.
i dun think of hmwk on other days too.
that's really bad rite.):
i need something that is ale to cheer me up everyday.
or else i'll get really depressed.

to cassandra:
i've really missed you alot!
you keep going MIA after school.
i need to spend time with you!
not that i've developed any 'special' feelings for you though.
you are my really good friend!

♥ Saturday, March 3, 2007.

hais!
so bored now.
i've been sleeping in class everyday.
i dunno wad's happening to me.
i jus don't have the want to study.
feeling horrible.i know i can't go on like that.
but.
i dunno lah!

felt real disgusted with myself for the past few days.
my mood has been swinging around.
and it's stressing me out.
im really tired.i dunno wad to do with myself now.

what am i to do about my results.
i want to study.but i always end up falling asleep.
i feel like shit man.
i need someone to help.but there's none.
what am i to dooooooooooooooooo.

people around me hasnt been very kind.
the little things that people do really affect me alot.
can't stand the ways things are.
getting more depressed everyday.

all i want now.
hmms.i can't say it out.
see.im keeping things to myself again.
i need a best friend.
but i lost that person.
oh man.
what am i talking about.
that person didnt even treat me as a best friend.
this is getting complicated.
i shall stop thinking and stone off for awhile.

bye.