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♥ Friday, June 29, 2007.

heyhey.
over at com lab now.
hahahas.
doing some lame school survey now.

its uber boring in school now.
and i took a nap just now in english class.
so nice(:

later got o level chinese oral.
abit worried lah.
cos afterall,its the o levels mah..

i didnt forget to bring my tie,ic and entry proof.
hehhehs.
cos got a few ppl reminded me in the morning.
i almost forgot my ic.lol.
THANKYOU!

where do i stand in your heart?

♥ Wednesday, June 27, 2007.

this shall be a super short one cos im sort of rushing.

im at my grandma's hse now.
to do smth really stupid.
im here to collect a pot of chicken-.-
go ahead and laugh..

i smiled till my face cramped on monday night
no particular reason why(:

i discovered this poem which i wrote a looooonng time ago in my drawer ytd.
it was really stupid.
but..
it brings back lots of memories and heartache.
hais.

for some kind of weird reason.
i miss all of you guys now.

with love,
mingzhen

♥ Sunday, June 17, 2007.

long overdue pictures(:
includes cam-whoring and pretty candid shots.LOL

♥ .

uhh.
goodmorning!
it's a brand new day!
let's celebrate!wheee!

lol.pure crap.
just woke up not long ago.
munching on fake oreos and drinking milk.
erm.not fake oreos.it's other brand's oreos lookalike.lol
hahahas..

dunno why in the world did i wake up so early.
when there's a whole lot of time for me to sleep.
uhmms.
i did my bio hmwk .and half of amath.
hahas.

i escaped from mrs han on friday.
by hiding behind nicholas when we walked out.
she wanted to keep me and wancheng back for remedial.
hehs..
cos we were sleeping and daydreaming and not paying attention in class.
LOL.
class is like a party now!
lots of food involved(:
other wise how do you think we passed all those double periods and sian lessons?
yepp.

so cool lah.
7eleven has this pokky(im not sure if this is the way u spell it) promotion.
you buy one normal pokky and they'll give you a banana flavoured one for free.
the banana one is nice(:
im going to get it on monday again!

and on friday.
we had combiined english wif 4e2 and mr phua.
i took the banana pokky and shared arnd.
when i offered it to khai,
he said he cant eat it.
i asked him "not halal meh??"
he said yah.cos its pokky(porky)..
-.-
hahahahas.LOL
and then he ate it.

gosh i saw this dress.
and guess wad.it's $359.
hais.
im missing shopping to bits.

at least let me go shop at flea markets,budget corners and the salvation army shop pretty please..
(:

stacy can't you see,you're just not the girl for me(:

♥ Saturday, June 16, 2007.

Create your own Friend Test here
how well do you know me?(:

♥ .

(:
daddy's not angry with me le.
ytd was so scary.
he's tone was so scary lah.
and surprisingl.
after i got hm,he didnt scold
but he like cold war lidat lor..

you guys surely had loads of fun at the fountain.
hais.i wanted to go so much.

had a good sleep ytd night.
woke up arnd 11am.
slackslackslack.

then until 3pm
the doorbell rang.
then i was wondering who it was.
OOPS!
i forgotten i had tuiton.
like super duper clean forgotten about it.
so rushrushrush.
take out the mahjong table and everything.
then oso realised i didnt do hmwk cos my amath book's in school too.
so paiseh...

finish tuition at arnd 5.30.
then came to grandma's hse lor.

help her pluck veggies.
*grumble grumble*
she say i pluck until all the veggie not nice.
nagnagnag..
uhh.isn it all going to come out anyway?
hahahas..

dese few days quite happy.
hehhehhehs..

gosh.i miss shopping alotalotalot!
so broke recently.
mmms.thinking of making necklaces for wenting to sell.
see first bah.
got to think about the cost and everything..
(:

memories.
are just like a photograph in an album..

♥ Friday, June 15, 2007.

how sweet.
i want to fall sick now!(:
i was really shocked by you today.
shocked that you thought of me..





and shocked that you actually cared.

♥ Thursday, June 14, 2007.

im in a good mood now(:
hahas..
tdy's such an interesting day

tdy moring breakfast has me peifen zhipang yanzhi greg qiyi and norman
nicole and khai nv come
think tt they prolly reached hm quite late ytd nite bah.
went out to haf steamboat at marina bay dere
celebrated yunhan's birthday
me and peifen left at 10pm
hahs.the rest went to play pool..

peifen and i talked on the bus.
than on the journey home.tears fell lah.
then ppl were also looking,hahs.
but even though ytd wasn't so good,
a good night's sleep made me btr(:

tdy in aftersch was alone
i finished at 1pm mah
zhipang dey all got the camp thingy
nicole and khai nv come
gladys and sam oso nv come..
peifen lesson end at 2pm
so i waited for her..

then halfway yanzhi come down le.
so he pei me awhile talktalk
den saw michelle.
so talked abit of sjab stuff.
finally peifen come down le!

both of us only lah.
then we dunno whr to go
so in the end we went to the amk libraray opp.the swing dere
we each bought a 50cent icecream cone frm macs
hahas
so we ate it as we sat on the swings.
so romantic rite!hahas(:
i sit swing will become like small girl lidat de
super duper happy!
peifen will know wad i mean(:
when the weather got too hot.
we retreated to macs and sat there till 4pm
then i went home...

reach home le..rushrushrush
go grandma hse.
so frustrating.
i hate it when i cant find my keys :S

den became the middleman for nicole and zhipang..
leon oso crapcrap..hehs
msg greg to tell him about morning's breakfast
hahas
bet with him a hashbrown tt i would be earlier than him
then he said the earlier one would treat breakfast
i didnt read carefully and then i said yes..
but luckily he gave me ''chance''
hehhehs
so the bet is off(:

i going to get a50cent icecream form zhipang for helping him
(:

cause' obviously,he's out of my league..

♥ Sunday, June 10, 2007.

♥ Monday, June 4, 2007.

heyhey!
blogging at nicole's house.
hahahas
blogging while she's packing her chalet stuff..
then she's coming over to my house to stay ovrnite(:
so we'll go chalet tgt tmr morning.hehs
i am her alarm clock for tmr morning.

feel so happy for the chalet tmr.
pity casse cant make it for the bbq.
nvm.friday going out with the fives(:
i think.lol..

went shopping for the chalet stuff tdy.
bought alot of things
total add up arnd 140+
didnt expect it to be so much.hahahas.

abit worry for the chalet tmr oso.hehs
and for the bbq.
hope that wad xueqian say wont come true.
slap his mouth arh.hahahas.
he said what if rain?spoiler.LOL

im just going to try my best to enjoy the chalet.
nxt week onwards must really start to mug le.
hais.dunno how m i goingt o do that.sians.
wait till my parents know my results.
that will make things really worse.

while waitng for nicole to bath.i shall go do other stuff
tata(:

i just want to be happy.is it so difficult?

♥ Saturday, June 2, 2007.

i don't see the beauty in me.
is there even any?

all of these now.feels so empty.
i know im getting emo.starting to'think' too much.
all the good times i've had for the past few weeks.
yes.i was happy.but.there's still this space.
i don't even know what is missing.

does anyone know how horrible this feels?
its like i've completely lost my sense of direction.
i've got nothing to hang on to,nothing to fall back on.
everything seems unreal to me now.

perphaps people will find this attention seeking or whatever.
you guys just don't understand.
how am i ever going to explain?

my questions always go unanswered.
it always makes me fell worse.
when i don't get what i want.i get really frustrated.why?

hais.this is not making any sense.

sometimes being alone is the best.

♥ .

the above is my dear cockeyed alien who is hankering for attention.

hahahas.lol..hais.its like 2 june alrdy.time flies.
how do we remember all the things that happen to us everyday?

i haven't been blogging for quite some time.let's retrace my steps.

yesterday.
went out in the aftnoon to amk to meet nicole zhipang and khai and yanzhi and qiyi to study.
then aft that me nicole and qiyi went wif zhipang to his church thingy at expo.
very big event.
the crowd was scary lah.lol
met up with seahhui there also.
then we had to queue.during the queue.zhipang ask for tissue.
and so,
seahhui took out her tissue.all of us burst into laughter lah!
nicole even choked on the water she was drinking and pui it out.
all because seahhui's tissue is the whole tissue box kind of tissue,only that the packaging is plastic.LOL

and also.
during the queue.seahhui took out a bottle of jellybeans
and offered it to us.
then she turned behind and offered it to qiyi.
but she didnt know tt the guy behind her isnt qiyi!
so she said:oh!sorry!so malu.hahahs!
the guy also like secretly smile to himself.
all of us were laughing like crazy lah..

then ovr there got performances.
and got one part.you are supposed to ask the people arnd you wads their name and where are they from(country)

so,this guy asked nicole where is she from.ans she said:peirce.
the guy's face was like 'huh??' lah!
i bet he was thinking:is there a country called peirce??
so i hurry told nicole:not peirce lah!singapore!!
so paiseh.lol.
loads of embarassing stuff.

and we saw daren,diya performing on stage.NICE
i quite enjoyed it lah.
though im not sure if nicole feels the same.hahahas
it finished arnd 10.45.
then we went toilet and went to aljunied to have dinner.

by the time reach aljunied oso like 11.30 liao lor.
im supposed to be hm by 11.30.hahs.
eat finish le is about 12am bah.and my hp died on me.sianns
so seahhui and nicole went off another way
me and zhipang went to the other busstop to wait for the bus.

we waited and waited lor.
then we came to the conclusion that we missed the last bus alrdy.
so in the end.the both of us shared a cab.lol
i asked the taxi driver.amk nearer or bishan nearer?
he said bishan.yay!i get to go hm first.nehneh....
the both of us crapped in the taxi.hahas
then the taxi uncle gave us a roller coaster ride.lolol.
so fun!
that hamzhimpang huh,the mouth damm jian.hehs..

pity good times don't ever last.
reached hm le.arnd 12.45 bah.
i knew i was in big trouble.
daddy wasnt angry.he tried to protect me and covered up for me.but i blew it.due to my stupidity.
im very sorry daddy.
in the end.i still ended up quarelling with her.dun wanna talk about it.
crying for one hour over it ytd nite and getting an headache isnt nice.
slept arnd 2.30am.

these few weeks went by so fast.
almost everyday went with the guys for soccer.hahahs.
then went ngee ann city a few days back to root for zhipang's team in the addidas soccer thing.
tmr morning most prob going again.this time is for khai's team.jiayou guys!
i enjoyed myself the most during these times.thanks to you ppl so very much.

after talking to nicole on the bus ytd.
i just want to end secondary school with happy friendships.
i think that all of us know wad our friendship is built on,and i think it doesnt really matter anymore.
just remember that all of us are goods friends(:

some people have all that i want,its making me so frustrated.grr.

please don't force me into a corner.i do not want to rebel against you.