♥ Sunday, July 29, 2007.
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd Need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missin' you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missin', too
When you're gone
The words I need to hea
rTo always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you...
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missin' you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missin', too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you...
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can only breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah...
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missin' you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missin', too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
Will always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you...
avril lavigne-when you're gone.
I never thought I'd Need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missin' you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missin', too
When you're gone
The words I need to hea
rTo always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you...
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missin' you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missin', too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you...
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can only breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah...
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missin' you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missin', too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
Will always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you...
avril lavigne-when you're gone.
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♥ .
i feel really unwell now.
not physically.mentally.
i don't know how to put it in words.
i feel like im bursting.
there's too much that im keeping inside.
when people tell me i think too much.
i find that they don't understand me at all.
and it's really really fucking frustrating
when you have no one to turn to.to shout out all my troubles to.
to tell that person everything that i think of.without offending the person with my thoughts.
when you don't have someone who understands you.
it;s just really tiring.
everything's just so on-the-surface.
i feel like crying now.
i really need someone with me now.
not physically.mentally.
i don't know how to put it in words.
i feel like im bursting.
there's too much that im keeping inside.
when people tell me i think too much.
i find that they don't understand me at all.
and it's really really fucking frustrating
when you have no one to turn to.to shout out all my troubles to.
to tell that person everything that i think of.without offending the person with my thoughts.
when you don't have someone who understands you.
it;s just really tiring.
everything's just so on-the-surface.
i feel like crying now.
i really need someone with me now.
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♥ Saturday, July 28, 2007.
time dosent just flies.
it goes at full speed ahead.
it goes at full speed ahead.
it's the end of july already.
everything seems so short of time.
everything seems so short of time.
it seems like only sec one ytd.
when we all thought ''huh.sec four is like so far away lar.''
and now.whoosh!
and now.whoosh!
with all the mock tests this week.
i made it through with all the last minute studying and cramming.
high stress level.
haven't been sleeping very well these days.
then in class always fall asleep.
i don't like the tone that you guys use on me in class.
even if you are frustrated.pls dun put it out on me.
even if it'sfor my own good.i really appreciate it.but it pisses me off.
i don't need a few more people to blow down my back.
thankyou.
that day read harry potter/half blood prince.
i read finish the book in a day.
and then at night.
i got nightmare.about harry potter.
i dreamt tt i was at the scene which dumbledore was killed.
hahahas...damm scary lah.
my downstairs neighbour has a very cute tiny balck poodle.
but apparently.he doesnt seem to be very friendly.(the neighbour)
i'm waiting for my best friend.hais.
i never thought that i needed you here when i cried.
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♥ Sunday, July 22, 2007.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE!
i love my grandma to bits.
feel so heartpain for her
especially when she's so old aldready.
and the family's like that.
i hope that all of this will clear up
before the day comes when she passes away
she seems to have a heart problem.
but she refuses to see a doctor.
im so worried for her.
im praying with all my might,
that my family will be fine..
<3
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♥ .
give me a call and i'll be the happiest girl on earth.
what an impossible request.
DADDY'S GONNA OPEN A BANK ACCOUNT FOR MEEEE!WAHAHA!
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♥ Saturday, July 21, 2007.
if only life has a way out when you get really tired of it.
-i think red bean icecream-on-a-stick kind is uber nice.
-books are my way of escapng from reality.
-i love slogan tees(:
-i like remembering people's birthday
-i like taking candid shots(i think they capture the most natural beauty.and super embaressing ones)
-ron weasley is hotter than harry potter:D
-i HATE glass doors.
-i would lke to have a shoulder that's constantly there for me to cry on.
the end.
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♥ .
whenever i feel like that,somehow,you guys are never around.
at the end of the day
im tired.happy.excited.nervous.yet with a twinge of sadness.
now,where did that come from?
(i know it deep down from my heart,and im trying not to let it affect me.)
im tired.happy.excited.nervous.yet with a twinge of sadness.
now,where did that come from?
(i know it deep down from my heart,and im trying not to let it affect me.)
woke up in the morning
prepared and went to j8 to meet chonghao to watch harry potter tgt.
i reached there at 9.30.super on time as usual.
chonghao woke up late.and hence,was late.
hahs.im used to waiting for ppl le.so its okay(:
so i spent my time at popular.
he reached about 10.30 bah
went to buy the tickets.
watched the 11.3 show.
okay lah.
the show was soso only..
not as good as i expected.
the book was very much better.
i almost fell asleep in tuition.hahas.
tomorrow's nicole's birthday!
everyone's celebrating for her.
hahas.
im just wondering.
when my birthday comes,will people celebrate for me?
my birthday is so close to the exams.
people will probably be studying i guess.
afterall,studying is more important than me.
friday's racial harmony day.
seriously.i didnt feel the high that everyone was having.
and the world is so small!
chonghao's bro is with my sis.
how cute.
my art is dying.
deadline's on wednesday.
and my pictures arent even out.
argh.stress...
what's with all the mock exams popping up too.
when memories are forgotten,it's time to let go.
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♥ Friday, July 20, 2007.
and i thought to myself:
"yeah,he would make good boyfriend material(:"
hehs.happy guessing.cos im not gonna tell.
it would be my little dream.LOL.
in the com lab now during art remd.
today's racial harmony day(:
wore a light blue punjabi suit.
i like shiling's sari so much!
today is going to be a tiring day.
later have combined POP.
going to get bronze certificate
gosh.abit nervous.hahs.
i scared i forget how to march.
you're the only one
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♥ Sunday, July 8, 2007.
okay.
firstly.my day was really boring!
morning.
i woke up arnd 3.45
and then so coincidently khai msged me too.
after three smses i went back to sleep.
then woke up again at 8.
saw that he was still sleeping.so i went back to sleep again
woke up at 12.30pm.
hahahs
cos dad called me,and hence,woke me up
hahas.he was shocked that i was still sleeping.lol
i dragged myself out of bed.
got to the kitchen and made a wish that when i open the fridge,there would be food in there.
lol.okay.i got my wish granted.but it was totally not what i wanted.
there was jam and peanut butter.but no bread.not even biscuits!
and some people call this a home.poof.
umm.the fridge oso contained peaches and vitagen.
how sad.
retreated to the lving room
grabbed my sister's literature book and started reading.
at 1.45 my stomach kept bugging me again.
went to the kitchen again
raided all the cupboards and finaly found maggi noodles.
what a way to start a day.hmph.
watch tv till uhh.4pm
bathed and waited for him to come home.
and then watched some of his videos while waiting for my aunt to fetch us.
i had so many weird dreams ytd nite.
yes.they made me happy.
but dint people say wad happen in dreams dun come true.
hais.
i was probably thinking too much about pqrs
thats probably why this whole thing even happened in my dreams.
wtf lahhhhhhhhh.
im so tired of this thing.it jus wont go away.
its been so long already.
if things were meant to happen,it would already.
oh man,mingzhen
wake up ur bloody idea and live life happily can?
its not that i don't want to*sulks*
please go away.don't give me hopes anymore.
firstly.my day was really boring!
morning.
i woke up arnd 3.45
and then so coincidently khai msged me too.
after three smses i went back to sleep.
then woke up again at 8.
saw that he was still sleeping.so i went back to sleep again
woke up at 12.30pm.
hahahs
cos dad called me,and hence,woke me up
hahas.he was shocked that i was still sleeping.lol
i dragged myself out of bed.
got to the kitchen and made a wish that when i open the fridge,there would be food in there.
lol.okay.i got my wish granted.but it was totally not what i wanted.
there was jam and peanut butter.but no bread.not even biscuits!
and some people call this a home.poof.
umm.the fridge oso contained peaches and vitagen.
how sad.
retreated to the lving room
grabbed my sister's literature book and started reading.
at 1.45 my stomach kept bugging me again.
went to the kitchen again
raided all the cupboards and finaly found maggi noodles.
what a way to start a day.hmph.
watch tv till uhh.4pm
bathed and waited for him to come home.
and then watched some of his videos while waiting for my aunt to fetch us.
i had so many weird dreams ytd nite.
yes.they made me happy.
but dint people say wad happen in dreams dun come true.
hais.
i was probably thinking too much about pqrs
thats probably why this whole thing even happened in my dreams.
wtf lahhhhhhhhh.
im so tired of this thing.it jus wont go away.
its been so long already.
if things were meant to happen,it would already.
oh man,mingzhen
wake up ur bloody idea and live life happily can?
its not that i don't want to*sulks*
please go away.don't give me hopes anymore.
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♥ Saturday, July 7, 2007.
SIGHS.
its july already.
time really flies lah.
there are no words to describe it.
this week passed so fast.
just came back not long ago.
went for lunch with jianyi.
at amk pizza hut.
yepp.he's back already.
it would be so cool if he really went back to school with us on monday.
but of cos have to pakah with the teachers lah
hahahs.lol
after lunch went with nicole and peifen.
headed down to bugis.
nicole got her bag and i saw another skirt i liked.
shit.im not supposed to shop anymore.
hmph.
that's rather impossible.HAHA
i keep forgetting to buy strepsils for zhipang.lol
oral went rather well for me that day.
cos i think that myquestion was the easiest among all of them.
hehs.
my reading sucked to the core though.
cos i was super nervous can!
scary lah.
that dumbass teacher.nah.shall not talk about him.
ytd was suddenly very high.lol
peifen say she never see me so high before.
hahas.i just have less happiness in my life than normal people.
for example.
im suppposed to be happy today.but in the end.im not.
and i don't understand why.ugggh.
for the last time,
thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great.
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