hais.
so many frustrations.
grumbles.
feel abit depressed suddenly.
lols.
arms aching.
shouders feel so suan
missing the two of them
i wonder if they got anot?hahaha.
argh.i hate this feeling!
i want to remain happy forever:D
had a few 'treasures' back from grandma's home(:
VERY SIAN OVER THERE.
(i think the post-effect is this bad mood phase im going thru now.damn)
im prolly dying of boredom there.
i can only face the tv over there..
or else is the four walls of the house-.-
today dug up some of gran's old photos!
old doesnt mean like 10 years ago.
this 'old' is arnd 60 years ago!
there were pictures of gran when she was 8.thirteen.twentyone and a few more others.
they were in very good condition!
i think the blackwhite photo quality at that time is even better than the photo paper quality now.
gran was really pretty was she was arnd 13.
hahahs
there was even a picture of her when she was a model student in sch.
damn cool..
headache.
ugh.sianzzzzzzzzzzz
i want to come home.
but grandma...
HAIS.
if i could have things the way i want; it would be so much easier on my mind