my 151th post.
in a few more days time,
it'll be the fourth year.
if you have bitter memories with a person,at least you have a memory with the person and not nothing at all.its pretty much the same theory as "its better to have loved and lost ;than to never loved at all".but both still hurt,don't they?and they'll only hurt,if you'd put your true self in.but how many times is a person willing to give their all into another relationship,when the past is too hurtful and they had already build up a defense.what are the chances i wonder,to be able to find a person who will be able to find a second person in their lives to fully break down the defense that is built up and to heal the previous hurt.i guess we'll all have to wait and see.
read finish the book "daisy's back in town"
i've got to admit.
the sex scenes were good.
hehs.
finally caught the leap years today.
okay only lah.
some parts were nice.
and some draggy.
thank god i understand cantonese(:
im going to search the bloody library for "shadow man" tmr.
amk library better have it.
if not i'll probably think the government's against me.
:D