woke up from that nightmare with tears.
if that were to really happen?
i seriously..
don't know what will i do.
if heaven/god/whichever higher-power above wants life to be this way.
then oh well.
what to do..
perphaps i did something really wrong in my past life.
lols.
i know im prolly pms-ing.
but.
argh.
if i fall..