today i spent the evening at the terrace rooftop of esplanade.the smell of impending rain hit me the moment i walked up.i sat myself down at a corner,trying not to look weird.couples dot the terrace.and i realize I'm only one alone.the air grew still at times,a pregnant pause,the distant sound of thunder followed.it never rained after that.i spotted a lone eagle in the sky,and a couple play-bickered a distance from me.i gave a thorough thought at some of my memories,going through details of it.and i catch myself smiling unaware to the air.silly,i know.sounds of construction works blend in with the surrounding.i lean my head back,and stare into the skies.it doesn't respond,nor answer me.it seems unreal.i feel unreal to myself.don't ask me why i suddenly feel that way.i don't know too.the wind sweeps through everything.my mind's a blank and it puzzles me.i wonder how long it would take for darkness to blanket over everything..i went out today without a destination in mind.
and i ended up at the esplanade.
it's more calming when you're up there alone.
and i managed to put aside settle down some emotions within.
lets move on to things that are more happy!
spent around $51 today.
although i don't know if that's a good thing.
hehhehhehs.
but shopping is still always good:D
the papaya shower gel smells good.but i still think i like the strawberry one's the best.from the body shop(:
tomorrow will be spent accompanying nicole to do her hair and then home for dinns.
that's all i guess.
:D